#savethekookoobird

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Best friends don’t exist and you cannot convince me otherwise. Why am I so fucking dispensable?

[savethekookoobird]

Man… to end the year off with a bang, we got inadvertently voluntold to host Christmas Day Lunch and biiiiitch, I’m STRESSED. I cleaned like an absolute madwoman today and my body hurts like I did a total body workout. ;-;

I need a good soak and honestly, writing this out is making me consider setting time aside tomorrow evening once we’ve cleaned the aftermath of lunch to take a nice epsom bath.

My breaks haven’t felt much like breaks lately, but instead have been chalk full of people coming in and out of the house (triggering the dogs, who overstimulate the shit out of me so bad I want to jump out of my skin). That being said, I haven’t done any of the “much-needed relaxing” I said I would do over break. The holidays are so overwhelming and having housework done at the same time is something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy.

BUT enough of that because in hindsight I’m excited to be hosting our first Christmas here, albeit short notice. I’m also excited to share this new chapter (finally) with my closest friends for my birthday.

Slowly but surely, as the year falls to a close, I’m full of gratitude for the lessons I learned this year. While the challenges were brutal, they were things I needed to experience in order to fully lean into this next big chapter in my life.

I’m excited to see what 2026 has in store and pray it will be far better than this past year. I hope everyone has a safe holiday and a prosperous new year! ♥️✨

[savethekookoobird]

Trying not to get my feelings hurt over minor rejections that are out of my control <<<<<<

Still a shitty feeling though.

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Y’all, tell me why 1. I simply could NOT for the life of me knock tf out last night and 2. I fell asleep looking for cute witchy video games to try.

In doing so, I woke up mid witch-dream! I had a dream that I was using jade pieces on a set of nails that I was making and applying on myself, except in the dream the nails were all wonky and practically lifting from my real nail (so they weren’t very well-applied to say the least).

Plus, this is the second dream and the second night in a row that was based around this middle/high school setting. I don’t know why, but it is literally my middle school. Like, from what I remember those years ago, it truly looked just like that and the other areas I see must be reminders of college or something (it quite literally looks like a middle school and college mashup, but looks nowhere near what my high school once looked like).

Nonetheless, I dunno why I’m sharing this with you guys. I guess I just can’t go back to sleep after the abrupt wake up. Those dreams are always really fun to me though. I hope I can hold onto the witchy content floating around in my brain and continue to dream about it when I’m able to finally go back to sleep 🖤

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my brain is playing fucking tricks on me tonight and I’m so annoyed because it was SUCH a good night and yet here’s my stupid little fuck of a brain being like “OoOh everyone haaaates you!! 🤭🫣 HEHE they FUCKING HATE YOOOOOOU!!!” Anyway, I’m gonna try to sleep this shit off (wish me luck here). I just wish my brain could naturally produce the happy chemicals and not the fucking shitty ones! 🙂🙃

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I’ve just about had it being in this goddamn fucking house. I have no job rn (not yet, I start in a few weeks), unemployment hasn’t hit and I’m about to lose my goddamn mind. Everyday it’s something else with my toxic ass parents and I’m really at a point of when I move out I’ll cut all ties with them for good. I’m so sick of their shit. They’ll make me feel bad for spending time with my girl and then when I’m home they treat me like absolute fucking garbage and stress me out for literally no fucking reason. Yesterday I recorded my mom bitching at me about some shit so my bff could hear it all. I’m getting more and more fed up everyday and I need a miracle at this point.

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Do you just wish your body split in half and you could do two things at once like get some fucking rest but also draw something up really quickly?

;-; I was up until 4:30am and I haven’t felt well-rested all damn day so obviously I’m going to bed but man :/

I wanna draw !

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Hey guys! I’m trying to post more of when I do the things I love, so here’s a character I conjured up. I hope y’all love her as much as I do! 😊🥰