#savior carl

[kokhav-lives]

um i kinda wanna chop off carls hair in thi s au

[duchessonfire]

DUCHESSSSSSS I love your work soooo much and it would actually be so fucking GOATED of you to release a new chapter of you cant hide the fire inside!!!!!!!!!!1 so !!!! I'm begging you...I've already read all of your new fics and i feel deprived of cegan, it would mean the most to me if you would just.....drop a new chapter..

Hi! Thank you for telling me you like my fics! The next chapter of Savior!Carl will be posted once it's ready 😊

[blood-in-the-shadows]

After Carl was bit and Negan attacked Alexandria, the Saviors found Carl and took him with them to the Sanctuary - Negan's orders. Carl decided not to tell Negan about the bite, he just found out when Carl lost his consciousness. Negan didn't kill the kid, he couldn't bring himself to. Again. Carl grown on him so much. He just sat there by his side, day by day and talked to him. It also struck Negan that Carl should probably be dead already. But his little serial killer, of course, had none of that.

Carl was in and out the whole time, Negan (or Arat when Negan couldn't) was giving him water and some fever reducers. Negan knew he shouldn't waste medicine on someone who was about to die anyway, but since the boy fought the virus so stubbornly, Negan wasn't going to help him suffer and die.

Since fucking Carson 2.0 managed to run away with the creepy priest, Negan brought a doctor from the Oceanside. Her name was Alice Warren. She was reluctant to help, remembering what the Saviors did to her family, but she was a good person, and seeing Carl and hearing what was happening to him, she tried to help.

She did what she could and she was as shocked as Negan when the fever started to dissipate slowly. After Alice examined Carl further, she found out that when he was shot in the head, something in his brain changed and the zombie virus couldn't kill him.

Negan was laughing hearing these news.

"Course you can't die, my little serial killer. You were just made for this world." he said to a sleeping Carl.

When Carl finally woke up for good and heard the news, he thought he was hallucinating. It was all ridiculous.

When he was healthy enough to get out of bed, he thanked Alice for the help. He couldn't help the thought that his family was probably sure that he's dead.

He knew he couldn't just run away like Daryl, Carson and Gabriel. He was becoming aware of Negan's small obsession with him. All these random touches, encouraging words about his eye and other things, saying he had plans for him, being softer for Carl than for anyone else.

When he tried to convince Negan to take him to Alexandria, Negan made him a deal. Carl was supposed to learn from Negan, to practice shooting, to be by his side most of the time. And then, after some time, Negan would take him to his family. So Carl agreed.

Some Saviors didn't understand what the hell Negan was doing. That the kid who killed a bunch of them was getting special treatment. But Negan was quick to correct them.

And one time, when Negan wasn't around and some dumb Savior was talking shit about Carl and his father, Carl lost it. All the frustration, bottled up emotions, longing for home and anger at them all and Negan and himself, for what he was starting to feel for the older man, it all made Carl beat that random Savior to death with his bare hands.

He barely remembered someone forcefully taking him away from the corpse by his arms and after a moment he was in the infirmary again and Alice was examining his hand. He broke his finger, apparently.

Later when Carl was looking at himself in the mirror, he realised he wasn't wearing his bandages at all, since he arrived at the Sanctuary. And surprisingly it didn't bother him that much anymore. He was a survivor. He had his scars, but so had everyone else. He was also all bloody, his hair disheveled and also smeared in dried blood from that fight earlier. And suddenly Carl was struck with the thought that he wasn't the same person he used to be. Or maybe it was always him. He wasn't the person Rick wanted him to be. And maybe he was just trying for his father. But Rick wasn't here now. He didn't believe Carl was still alive, he didn't believe Carl COULD survive on his own. But he could. Now more than ever. Thanks to Negan, he could fight better, shoot better and finally there was someone who started to hear what Carl had to say. Who treated his as an equal, adult that he was. Not some poor kid without an eye who needs protection and who's too young to say something smart. He was 18, maybe almost 19 and he was old enough to change something.

And he started from his hair.

When Negan saw him for the first time with short hair, he was a bit drunk and was calling him "a hot piece of ass". Carl hated it but it was doing things to him.

Negan gave him a beer. Carl took it.

It is safe to say Carl had his first kiss with a guy that night and he did like it better than the one with Enid. He didn't feel anything besides the awkwardness when kissing her. With Negan - it was a whole new world. Maybe it was the alcohol, maybe not. But that kiss was something he would never forget. And something he would do again in a heartbeat.

Negan wasn't opposed to that.

Carl got a lot closer to Negan since he arrived at the Sanctuary. Not on purpose, but he was spending with Negan many hours every day to fulfil his part of the deal. At first. And he was telling himself that, but spending time with Negan became a routine he didn't wanna change. If anything, he wanted to be even closer to the man. He also partly remembered how Negan cared for him when he was sick because of the walker bite. He remembered the hand in his hair, touching softly, Negan talking to him, saying him Carl would beat this shit up, because if anyone could do it, it was him. He gave him medicine, water, whatever he needed.

The memory of Glenn and Abraham still haunted him, the picture of Maggie in the clearing, kneeling, hurting, still very vivid in his mind, but something has changed and it wasn't just him. He thought that maybe Negan has changed a bit too. Or maybe Carl just saw the side of him he wasn't expecting to see. The side that he didn't even consider existing. But it did. At least for Carl.

And at some point, some days later Carl just started kissing Negan again and it wasn't just kissing this time. Carl lost his v-card to the man and it couldn't have been better. It was overwhelming, the only thought in his head was Negan and Negan only. His body was aching but he liked that kind of pain. After they were done, they were laying in bed together, Carl tracing all the red marks he left on Negan's back with his fingers, Negan, on his stomach, arm stretched around Carl.

He didn't feel guilty, he was just torn. Because of his dad, because of Maggie, Sasha, his whole old group, really. But he suddenly realised. It wasn't his group anymore. Yeah, they were still his family, but he didn't belong with them anymore. He belonged to Negan.

And the deal wasn't the deal anymore. It was a choice. Carl's choice.

[kokhav-lives]

why did tumblr botch the quality wtf i canr even read ts

im finally shading my work yahooo

and im finally drawing blood and stuff

[kokhav-lives]

the ultimate crossover

i have a feeling i might have said i was gonna stop drawing for my savior au but….

sighhh theyre running away 2getha after rons dad (“accidentally”) killed sam and then carl brought a walker into the walls on a leash to maul at rons dad to teach the ppl of alwxandria a lesson

and now rons on his high horse thinking he can protect carl after he shot his dad before he turned 🫩🫩

so uhhh yeah carls running away to get away from negan and ron simply wont let carl do it on his own

kinda like when this happened except ykyk he cant tell negan or hed make it worse (telling rick wouldnt matter since rick doesnt rickognize carl so he dont gaf if carl runs or stays)

[kokhav-lives]

sighhh drawing art for my fanfic before i even post it anywhere 😢

uhh btw this isnt the original universe this is my savior carl AU

edit: its out now

[kokhav-lives]

i was off for a while so im posting TWICE today😼

also sorry for drawing my savior carl so often 🫩🫩

[duchessonfire]

Chapter 2: The hard way is the only way

Summary: Shane takes to the Sanctuary like a fish to water. Carl stands back and watches.

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AU - In a world where Rick never found Carl and Lori, Shane has been the leader of their group. So far, Carl has managed to keep himself and his sister, baby Lori, alive in spite of Shane's growing madness. After surviving the apocalypse with his step-dad, Negan is nothing he can't handle... Right?

Carl & Negan (Mentor/Mentee relationship)

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