i just started smiling uncontrollably in the car thinking about when james told me to enjoy the show before he hugged me. i miss him. and his warm hug.
this is probably impossible but if somehow someone got a picture of james hugging me after i told him he saved my life, PLEASE let me know. i was wearing a white tank and dark jeans and i have short hair ok. love you. (:
July 28th, 2013 Darien Lake-- My First VIP Experience
ok so let me just say that day was the best day of my life and it just keeps replaying in my head oh ym god.
ok so when we got there we got in line to check in and we (liz and rosie) talked to a lot of other girls about whats gonna happen and their last experiences and it was cool to talk to other girls about it. anywayyy thats when we first saw dustin and hes so cool ha i love him when i was signing the check in sheet rosie and liz talked to him and got his autograph. but i didnt so WHATEVER. ok then we went into the line for soundcheck which felt like forever and we heard them talking and they sang confetti falling and windows down and we were like LET US IN OH MY GOD. but liz got a picture with dustin so it was ok. and alec walked by and everyone was like ahh alec looking good (cause it was right after his workout with carlos and james) and he was like awww youre making me blush. k then they finally did and we were like i dont even know maybe 5 rows from the front? maybe 3 oh my god i dont even remember i was in bliss. i was starstruck staring at them idk how rosie and i were so calm. ok more rosie than me i get covering my mouth cause my jaw was dropped the whole time. especially when james talked. i literally just stared at james. soundcheck was so cool cause its literally just us sitting there chilling with big time rush omg. they sang windows down and if i ruled the world and answered some questions blah blah blah
meet and greet oh my god. the line went faster than i expected and before i knew it the girl in front of us went and i was like wait what, now? then dustin asked us how many people three? and i just stared cause like idk and rosie and liz answered so whatever. then walking up i was looking at james cause dear lord that boy is flawless. and he was like helloooo then some guy pushed me into logan and james and he was like go here and i was thinking like no duh where else would i go. so james had his arm around me (oh my godddd) and idk if logan realized i was there but whatever he had his arm around liz so yeah. then after the pic james and i pulled apart then he said enjoy the show then we hugged and oh my god he is soo warm and muscular and i was on cloud nine for the rest of the night. his back is so muscular omg. he was soo comfortable ugh we belong together. k anyway i basically like ignored rosie liz kendall carlos and logan cause like james and i were like in our own little world but whatever thats okay. aparently liz and rosie collided both going to hug carlos soo hhahahah. k leaving i was like floating like what. and we cant stop was playing and i was like YEAHHHH then in line for our bags rosie and i were like yelling about what happened and liz was like shut up your italian is showing but i didnt care i didnt know anyone and i was excited. we were like using eachother to show what we each did cause lord knows i was not paying attention to them when james' arm was around me duh. but i like didnt say anything to james i was like soo nervous cause helloo its james maslow and hes soo cool and flawless and laid back i love it. then i bought my towel (which im gonna use for like every swim meet i promise) and i was like restless and giddy oh my god i was like in a bubble ugh
k the concert duh. first let me say jackson guthy is sooo cute oh my god. then olivia whatever victorias cute and shes really good but whatever ok BIG TIME RUSH YESS. i was dying the whole time. james stripped down to a tank twice like jesus christ is he trying to kill me. and when he does those dumb little runs that arent dumb at all i just like got weak in the knees hes so amazing they all are oh ym god. ok in boyfriend when they went into the crowd i jumped over the row in front of us and ran and james tapped my hand ahhh i died and then during amazing when they ran back carlos ran by then i pushed myself to the front and kendall grabbed my hand and held onto it and shook it and ogh my god but then rosie took his hand from me so whateverr rosie ha but then james was on our side during amazing and some girl in the row in front of me waved to james and he waved back so then i waved and he looked over to me and waved oh my god during amazing of all songs ahhhh i almost fell over. and idk that day was just the best day of life it was amazing that i just got to spend the day with them and ughh i love them soo much and this turned out a lot longer than i planned soo oops okay bye,
