#scared to admit

[teryster]

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[blushingxfae]

Am I the only one that when introducing myself I'm so focussed on the handshake and saying my name and making eyecontact that I have no clue what name they are saying so in the end I still don't know anything?

[classiknost]

Tell me what to do

Scared to admit

[theyoungstv]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGmMoQedzYM)

[somedayalisa]

15 Day Challenge. day two. something you are scared of admitting.

well this post makes little sense. if I was afraid to admit something, why would I do it because a challenge told me to? But I guess things on tumblr are different. We can admit things and (hopefully) not be judged for it. So, here I go.

one thing i am afraid to admit is when i like someone. i never admit it because in all honesty, i am afraid of rejection. i always have been and probably always will be. i dont like being denied, who does though? but i think it's because it scares me. i mean im strong enough to handle rejection, duh, but i'd rather not. i dont want to deal wil it and i dont want the drama, the depression, any of it.

when i was younger i was alway really shy and i never socialized much. i stayed home and read and played in the park. i was a quiet, good little girl. i was over weight too, but that had nothing to do with it, as no one ever said anything of it. i guess growing up never doing anything except what i was told messed me up. or maybe it didn't. im fine with my life, i just wish somethings were slightly different. 

[rancidxheart]

Day 2/15 - Something You Are Scared of Admitting

That I don't feel confident enough in myself and my abilities to believe that I'll be able to make anything of myself. That going to California could be a huge mistake, or something I'll regret. That I won't do well at this school or in like at all. That I'm scared of amounting to nothing.