Ihn zu vermissen, kommt in Wellen. Wellen, die mich mit reißen, mir die Luft zum Atmen nehmen und mich beinahe ertrinken lassen.
Manche Wellen sind stärker als andere. Sie ziehen mich tiefer unter Wasser. Sie sind voller Sehnsucht, Wehmut und Schmerz, aber auch voller Verzweiflung. Verzweiflung, weil ich dann als nicht mehr weiß, wie es sich anfühlt, ohne ihn zu atmen.
Ihn zu vermissen, kommt in Wellen. Ich braruche noch Zeit, um zu lernen, wie man in ihnen schwimmt.
A Highly Requested Sequel ~ Bucky x Reader Drabble
{Part One}
“Nat and Wanda are going to check on me soon.” Bucky slammed you up against the wall next to his door. “W-We’ve only got two minutes left.”
“I don’t care about the timer.” Bucky nibbled on your neck and pinned your wrists above your head. “I’m going to devour you and I’m going to take my time doing so.”
“O-Oh god, Bucky.” He settled his hips between your legs and rolled his growing hardon against your needing cunt. “Don’t stop.”
“Such a little tease.” He grunted in your ear and tightening his hold on your wrists. “Sitting on my lap in such revealing lingerie and not allowing me to look.”
“I...I’m...fuck...sorry.” You moved your hips in time with his, craving your building orgasm.
“Are you?” Bucky brought his lips down to your breasts and nibbled on your hardened nipples through the thin fabric. “I don’t know if I believe you.”
“P-Please believe me...” You whined as you heard your phone ring in the other room. “Fuck, t-that’s the alarm, I need to turn it off before we-”
“Go ahead, turn it off.” Bucky dropped your legs to the floor and replaced his hips with his flesh hand, circling your clit dangerously fast. “But we’re done for now. Go back to Nat and Wanda and tell them that you sat on my lap for the entire five minutes. Tell them I kept my eyes closed while you sat there all innocently. But don’t you dare tell them a lick of what’s happening now, or you’ll be punished, darlin’.”
“D-Don’t...I’m so c-close.” You arched your back towards him and bit back a moan. “P-Plea-”so c-close.” You arched your back towards him and bit back a moan. “P-Plea-”
“Go on, doll.” Bucky pulled back, releasing your wrists and removing his hand from between your legs. “Go sit there with your friends in your soaking underwear while wishing you were back here in my bed.”
“N-No, please.” You reached for him, you needed him to continue touching you. The devious smirk on his lips told you he wasn’t going to, at least not anytime soon.
“Goodnight, doll.” Bucky kissed your cheek. “No touching yourself. A naughty girl like you doesn’t deserve to cum.” He headed into his room, locking the door behind him.
“Fuck.” You whimpered softly and stumbled into the living room to shut off your never ending alarm. You collapsed in the chair he had been sitting in and dropped your head into your hands. “Fuck.”
A/N: This is a short part, I know, but remember- these are just drabbles. However, there will be a very dom/sub Part Three coming soon. It’ll include a recap of what happened in Parts 1 & 2 with Nat and Wanda, some secret teasing from Bucky in front of the team, and possibly a punishment ;)
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Weißt du wie schwer es ist jeden Tag mit Schmerzen aufzustehen, weil man die ganze Nacht davor geweint hat. Jeden Tag bleibt die Luft weg, weil das Aufstehen schon schwer ist. Die Tage, an denen du es schwer hast selbst aufzustehen, versuche ich dich aufzumuntern, ich versuche den Rest Kraft, den ich noch habe dir zu geben. Jeden Tag muss ich daran denken, wie du in seinen Armen einschläfst und aufwachst, jeden verdammten Tag, weißt du wie schwer es ist durch den Tag zu kommen, wenn ich immer daran denken musst, dass du gerade bei ihm bist, weißt du wie der Kopf da zerplatzt.
Weißt du wie schwer es ist jeden Tag mit dir zu schreiben und alles auf Glücklich zu machen und dich immer zu motivieren und Dir alles geben, obwohl mir die Energie selber dafür fehlt.
Weißt du wie schwer es ist, dass wir uns wenig sehen aufgrund dummer Sachen.
Weißt du...
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