its a casual thing - this again? 001 - sim jaeyun x reader smau
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: ˚⋆✮ in which: summer break draws to an end, but jake’s persistence on getting back with you seems not to.
: ˚⋆✮ a/n: first part yay! school kicking my ass omg. i need jake so bad bro like its become a problem… comment if you wanna be tagged! icl this one is pretty boring LET IT COOK
: ˚⋆✮ in which: you and jake were never good at staying away from each other, but maybe its time to settle as just friends.
: ˚⋆✮ a/n: okay so i got baby daddy enha waiting i got cortis smau waiting i got kimi reqs waiting speaking of kimi i wanted cl16 pole but wtv anyway uhm i got idol x idol jake waiting i just need to write all these fhfgefgeue ok. THIS ONE IS LONG
: ˚⋆✮ in which: the aftermath of a hot-headed confrontation leaves you and jake forced to come clean about your feelings.
: ˚⋆✮ a/n: wait im so unfunny here but this is the angst era okay so we gotta be serious… do we want a quick seonghyeon oneshot smau or am i self indulgent and gonna do it either way hmm TAGLIST LMK IF U WANNA BE TAGGED FOR BBY DADDY SERIES
mommy? sorry - this again? 006 - sim jaeyun x reader
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: ˚⋆✮ in which: you and jake reach a semi-stable point and everything seems normal, until it doesn't, and small cracks continue to emerge, threatening to collapse entirely.
: ˚⋆✮ a/n: sorry this took me a while, i have so many tests coming up. that being said expect to wait like a week for part 7… i will work as hard as possible! i have sm ideas for future fics tho so hehe. ive lowk been feeling like shi recently so maybe im self reflecting into y/n…
you almost didn’t go.
you stood in front of the mirror in your dorm room whilst the girls hurriedly got ready behind you, staring at the polaroids dotted around it’s edge.
in particular, one kept catching your eye.
it was of you and jake, back in freshman year, his first football game. it was unusual for freshmen to be given play time, but him and heeseung had done it. you were so proud of him that night, boasting about how it was your jake who had done it.
you broke up a week after that, getting back together 3 weeks after.
that was the start of the cycle that still repeats to this day.
this time, it feels different.
you reread his messages again and again — begging you to come tonight. like nothing mattered except the now. for you, there’s always a tomorrow. a future to wait for. for him, its all about today.
you exhale, grabbing your jacket.
it’s not a big deal.
: ˚⋆✮
the party was loud before you even stepped inside. music spilled into the streets, the bass heavy in your chest. at least, you think that’s the bass.
you didn’t even realise that giselle had dragged karina away, whilst ningning followed winter to make sure she doesn’t jump jungkook.
it was overwhelming. or maybe you were just… disconnected.
then your eyes find him.
sim jaeyun.
truly beautiful, as always. his hair, longer than ever, drapes his face, his adorable puppy eyes peeking out from his bangs. a faint flush paints his face, as he converses at ease with whoever it was he felt necessary to socialise with. his lips, plump and wet as he runs his tongue against them, look effortlessly attractive. biteable, even.
you were lucky, thats for sure.
but something in your chest twists. maybe its how easy he fits into this nonchalant persona. or how he seems not to worry about every word leaving his mouth.
but then he notices you, and his expression immediately lifts. he softens and smiles, the smile always reserved for you before pushing his way through the crowd, towards you.
when he finally reaches you, his arm slides across your waist, slotting perfectly against you. the warmth of his palm comforts you, as jake grins. if he was a dog, his tail would be wagging.
“knew you’d come, baby” he teases, before pressing a soft yet passionate kiss against your lips. you reciprocate gladly, tongues mixing and placing a hand on his cheek.
“i said i would” you say, finally splitting from him. he presses another kiss on your forehead, but doesn’t say anything.
oddly, neither do you. a small pause. not awkward, but simply, odd.
jake pouts a little, jutting his bottom lip out. “you good, lovely?” his accent drawls a little, mixed with the effects of the few shots he had taken.
“i am” you shrug, bringing your thumb agaisnt his lip to rub it affectionately.
“nuh uh, no you’re not.” he whines, his childish nature evident in his tone. you giggle as he begins to nuzzle your neck, before reality snaps back in.
you have to tell him about university. you have to tell him you aren’t staying in korea. you have to tell him that theres a chance you wont stay with him—
the music shifts suddenly, as the esteemed school band approach the makeshift stage and the crowd turns to watch them.
jungkook, a good friend of yours, is front and centre, as girls flock to watch him. you laugh, knowing winter is somewhere in the crowd fling the same.
beside you, jake frowns, trying to recapture your attention, but fails, as you approach the stage.
when the set ends, you converse with jungkook shortly, complimenting his singing and mentioning a chem test approaching soon. you don’t notice that jake still stands where you left him. watching. jaw tightened just slightly, attention solely on you.
he waits, and when you make your way back to him, he just stares.
“you having fun?” he asks eventually.
”yeah” you say, smiling to ease the tension you sense.
“with him?”
“what?” you blink.
he shrugs before looking away., “nothing.” he murmurs, attempting to reach out for you and ground himself.
you frown, moving just slightly back. “he’s a friend, jaeyun.”
”right”
he’s not accusing you of anything, nor is he angry.
just… off.
you let out a breath, frustration brewing.
”why are you being weird?” you question
“im not” he says quickly.
“you are.”
he shakes his head. “you’ve been weird all night.”
something in you snaps. “not everything has to be about you, jake.”
its the way you say his name. sharp. not a pet name, not a “jaeyun” or “jakey”. but jake. he doesn’t like that.
both of you still, regret following immediately. but no apology follows.
“i didn’t say it was.”
all you want to do is leap forward, press kisses on his face and apologise. all he wants to do is grab your hands and say sorry, bring you back to his and show you how sorry he is.
but none of you push it. you simply just move on.
uni echoes in your mind, but you decide to ignore it.
you watch him blend back into his friends whilst winter rants to you, but all you can do is watch him.
like nothing happened.
after a while, you tell him your leaving.
“already?” he pouts again, this time a subconscious reaction.
you nod. “ill walk you—“ he begins, but you cut in, softly.
“no, it’s fine. karina’s coming.”
he nods, and lets you go. no argument or big moment, simply distance. and it makes no sense, honestly, how a small misunderstanding caused this. maybe it was all the tension, quietly brewing beneath you two, whilst you don’t even realise it.
you don’t look back as you leave, but you can feel his gaze. jake knows you aren’t going to turn, but watches anyway, only to be snapped out of it by a slap on his neck from sunghoon.
“whipped little fucker” sunghoon teases “you can just tell her you love her.”
at the mention of love, jake turns red. but he doesn’t fight sunghoon back. instead, he texts you.
jakey 🤍: you good?
jakey 🤍: about earlier
you: its fine
you: im fine
you: ill see you tomorrow okay?
jakey 🤍: okay baby, good night ❤️
you: night yunnie ❤️
jake turns his phone off and puts it back in his pocket, grabbing his jacket, ready to go home. there’s no point being anywhere you aren’t.
and on the other side of campus, you fall asleep, the last thought on your mind being jake.
holler at your boy - this again? 002 - sim jaeyun x reader
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: ˚⋆✮ in which: the first day back brings stress and confusion, especially because of your situation with jake
: ˚⋆✮ a/n: had to push this one out so i can start getting into the GOOD stuff 😎 guess who lost the ticket war haha :(((
it’s 10pm when jake knocks on your door.
you hate how you know it’s him — the way he taps lightly once, then slightly harder twice. a pattern engraved into your mind, no matter how hard you tried to forget it.
hesitating for a second, before realising it doesn’t matter either way, you pull open the door.
jake stands there, smirk plastered on his face. he’s in a hoodie — one you always stole — hair slightly messy, as if he ran his hands through it. it’s effortless, how composed he looks.
“relax, baby. it’s rude to stare” he winks, stepping through the doorway.
“you’re so annoying” you roll your eyes, not seeming to notice the way his eyes examine your frame.
“if i was, you wouldn’t open the door” jake shrugs. you ignore the slight bite in his remark, as if his words have another meaning.
“the girls are in their rooms, so if we stay quiet, i think we’ll be good.” you explain, leading him to your room. (not that he needs to be lead, seeing as he’s been here countless times before.)
“think you can stay quiet for me?” he jokes again, only to be shut up by the pillow you throw against his chest.
a beat of silence passes — awkward but calm. as if eachother’s presence is enough to communicate eveeything on your minds.
“are we going to talk it about it?” jake finally speaks up, leaning against your desk. “the post.”
you don’t meet his face, because you know that if you did, those beautiful puppy eyes would force every truth out of you.
“i don’t know, jake.” you sigh, settling on edge of the bed. “it was a joke? i guess”
“right” you pretend not to notice the shift in his tone, but you can’t ignore the feeling it leaves in your chest. “it always is”
another pause. heavy and uncomfortable.
he pushes off the desk, coming to settle beside you. his hand brushes against yours, grounding you quietly.
“you know how i feel y/n. you always have, and-”
you cut him off with a kiss. hungry and passionate.
he breaks away quickly. “can i stay over? please?”
you nod breathlessly, wanting him to stay close. “i thought i told you to act normal around me.”
“this is my normal” jake grunts, before pushing you under him.
holy airball(s) - this again? 007 - sim jaeyun x reader
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: ˚⋆✮ in which: jake keeps bringing up the future whilst you awkwardly navigate around it, trying to sort out your own feelings
: ˚⋆✮ a/n: guys im actually tweaking like my life is genuinely hewdfgfgwgi okay but anyway plot getting interesting i hope idk how many parts this is gonna have maybe around 15… idk i wanna start bbydaddy enha lowkey also come converse w me guys 🥹
