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Part 4 - Photos from Leda’s Meet Up at Van’s Warped Tour in Portland, OR - 8/7/15

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Part 2 - Photos from Leda’s Meet Up at Van’s Warped Tour in Portland, OR - 8/7/15

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Part 2 - Photos from Leda’s Meet Up at Van's Warped Tour in Ventura, CA - 6/21/15

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Part 1 - Photos from Leda’s Meet Up at Van's Warped Tour in Ventura, CA - 6/21/15

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Part 3 - Photos from Leda's Meet Up in Portland - 5/11/15

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Part 1 - Photos from Leda's Meet Up in Portland - 5/11/15

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i still can't believe leda is gone

i don't know how i'm dealing with this. it just hurts so much to think that she might not come back ever again. it all just feels like an ending and that's what makes wanna cry. it hurt so bad to see her last video and see her so unhappy. seeing her unhappy makes me unhappy. tears were streaming down my face when i watched her say goodbye. it feels like a huge part of my life died. in a way a part of me did die.

leda has been such a huge part of my life for so many years and she's always felt like a friend to me. even though she was just a girl making videos to YouTube it felt like she was there for me. every time i had trouble falling asleep because something bad had happened i'd watch one or two of her videos and feel a lot better. every time i was scared and couldn't deal with my anxiety i'd watch her videos and it would all be okay for a little while. every time i felt like i didn't have anyone i'd watch her videos and i felt loved. like someone actually cared about me. she was like this guardian angel that somehow convinced that everything would be okay.

she loved all her fans and it breaks my heart that some of you say that she didn't because she truly did. i could see it and hear it in her words in every video she ever made. she made me so happy. she made us all so happy. i just wish she finds the happiness she needs and deserves. i want her to be allright and happy and i want her to smile. just like she wanted us to do. smile.

i know i'll be okay. i'm crushed now but i'll be okay at some point. i want her to be okay as well. actually no, i want her to be more than ok. i want her to have a really happy life, a life she can call amazing. i want all that for her because she is my hero. even if it means her never coming back. i want her to have the most beautiful life she can have. who knows, maybe she'll come back to us when she has found her happiness.

even though it kills me to say this i'm gonna say it anyway. goodbye leda. i love you. remember to smile. goodbye. <3

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Leda and her dad's ice bucket challenge (I enjoy her dad a lot haha he seems great)