For my Lilith in cancer females (Lilith in the 9th house,Lilith in cancer in the 9th house)
The silenced seer, healing the trauma of too much- ness
Black moon Lilith represents the wild feminine parts of ourselves that were shamed,suppressed or silenced by our caregivers or early environment because the didn't grasp it,were afraid of it or simply to fit familial norms.
When it's placed in the 9th house(house of higher wisdom,belief systems, expansion,excellence, foreign cultures,class) & in cancer (sign of emotional depth, intuition, psychic abilities,high sexual/creative energy,nurture)
You were exiled or shamed for your beliefs,your mindset, perspective,advanced intelligence,your heightened psychic abilities, spirituality, intuitive insights, your creative outputs- could be writing, singing, dancing,song writing art was ignored or discouraged,your emotional depth- your joy, sadness,anger expressions,how deeply you feel was shamed.
You were blamed for others emotional reaction,guilted to take responsibility for people's internal chaos,so you grew up people pleasing, keeping the peace by avoiding conflict,self abandoning.
You were blamed for people's indiscipline or inappropriate reactions or impulse; your raw, primal,wild embodiment was demonised or controlled.
Healing Lilith in cancer-9th house wound is an act of psychological and spiritual reparenting.
The trauma involved is being shamed for your natural state,so you grew up thinking something is wrong with who you are at your core. Your intelligence,style, creativity,soulful expression,psychic hints and sexuality. Healing here is moving from seeking external permission to establishing internal sovereignty.
Practice the mirror audit:
When someone reacts or lashes out to your presence,class or power, literally say to yourself 👇that's their character not mine,that's their insecurity and chaos not mine to deal with or manage,learn to de-link observation from responsibility. Once you stop managing other people's reactions,you free up a massive amount of psychic energy,this energy can then be fuelled back into your own expansion.
Since this is about the 9th house, healing comes from expansion. 9th house is where we birth ideas- having your childhood creative expressions ignored or discouraged creates a creative wound where you feel your expression isn't valuable or useful.
Your gifts are manifestation of your power,you don't need it to be validated by everyone to be sacred. Returning to your creative expressions is shadow work.find outlets, anytime you create,you are making an offering to that child who was told their talents and gifts don't matter.
Tb continued...........