PICK A CARD: Something beautiful you do not see in yourself (truthful)
Hello and welcome to a new post of mine. This time, I will give you a reading on something beautiful you do not see in yourself because you deserve to be reminded of all of your beauty, inside and out. I hope you enjoy and this makes you cheer up / happy.
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Pile 1
There is something genuinely beautiful about you that you refuse to see even when it is right there, even when it’s reflected back at you through mirrors, screens, other peoples eyes. You have convinced yourself that beauty has a very specific shape, a very specific way of existing, and that you simply did not get the memo when it was handed out. But you seriously did. You just folded it up and hid it away somewhere deep because it felt safer to believe you were lacking than to believe you were already enough. Your face is not something that needs fixing or adjusting or hiding. Your features are shaped with intention, with balance, with a softness and harmony you overlook because you stare too long and too critically. You zoom in on things no one else would ever isolate, you forget to look at yourself as a whole. There is a natural proportion to you; not just your face but your entire body that works together in a way that feels right. It flows; nothing is out of place, even if you’ve spent years telling yourself it is. The things you label as flaws are often the exact things people linger on. Not in a negative way, not in a judging way, but in a quietly noticing way. Your teeth, for example, are something you may barely think about or actively dislike, but others notice the way they soften your expressions, the way they make you look warm, approachable and real. There is a gentleness to you that shows through the smallest details. People see your beauty far more clearly than you see your own. They think it when they walk past you, even if they don’t say anything. They think it when you post a picture and they pause for a second longer than they meant to. They think it when they’re on a call with you and catch themselves just watching you talk. Compliments are not the only proof of attraction and silence is not the same as absence. A lot of people carry their thoughts quietly. Just because they don’t hand them to you doesn’t mean they don’t exist. You are definitely more beautiful than the version of you that lives in your head.
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Pile 2
There are things that are so beautiful that you tend to over look, well, that you have been taught to overlook, minimise, or even apologise for, and that is the way you talk. The way your thoughts spill out of you, the way you connect one idea to another, the way your stories stretch and grow and take up space. You don’t just speak to fill silence, you speak because there is life inside you and it wants to be shared. There is curiousity there, excitement, warmth. You talk because you are engaged with the world and with the people in front of you, and that is not something everyone has. Somewhere along the way, people made you feel like this was too much. Like you were doing something wrong by being audible, expressive, animated. You have memories of being shushed, interrupted, talked over. You remember looks that lingered just long enough to make you self conscious, you remember shrinking mid sentence, lowering your voice, cutting your story short because suddenly you felt annoying, embarrassing, like you were taking up more space than you were allowed. And over time that does something to a person. It makes you associate your natural spark with shame. But the truth is, those people didn’t dislike you. They disliked what they didn’t understand. They didn’t have the same hunger for connection, the same need to express, to exchange stories and thoughts and little observations about life. They didn’t know how alive a person can be when they let themselves speak freely, and instead of admiring that, instead of leaning into it, they tried to dull it. That is a reflection of them, not you. A lack on their part, not an excess on yours. You don’t see how pretty you are when you talk, because you were taught to associate prettiness with quietness. With being palatable, easy, small. But there is nothing small about you, and there never was meant to be. Your voice carries warmth, it carries humour, intelligence, honesty. People don’t tolerate you speaking, they enjoy it. They listen more closely than you think. They remember the things you say long after the conversation ends.
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Pile 3
This pile is for the people who, even when they sit down and try to list things they like about themselves, always add a ‘but-‘ at the end of it. Yes, you might like your creativity, but you don’t think it’s enough. Yes, you might like your hair, or your nose, or the way your shoulders sit when you wear certain clothes, but you wouldn’t call yourself beautiful, you wouldn’t call yourself the ideal. And that’s the strange thing here, because to the people around you, you are exactly that. Not in a perfect, polished, unrealistic way, a very human, very real, and very grounding way. You don’t see yourself as someone people look up to. Rather, you see yourself as someone who is just trying to survive, just trying to get through the day, the week, and the year. And maybe your life has been hard, maybe it still is. People don’t deny that, they don’t minimise it, they definitely don’t think you’ve had it easy. They see how much you struggle, how heavy things get for you, how sometimes you are holding yourself together by the thinnest thread imaginable. But what they focus on isn’t the breaking, it’s the fact that you keep going anyway. There is something incredibly beautiful about the way you endure. Whether you do it confidently or whether you crawl through it on your knees, it doesn’t matter. You still do it; you still show up, you still love, you still care, you still try. And that strength, even when it’s quiet, even when it’s messy, is something people admire deeply. They see you as someone who feels intensely but doesn’t let that turn them cruel. Someone who has every reason to shut down, yet somehow remains soft. You don’t think you’re the ideal because you know all your flaws, all your fears, all your worst thoughts. But other people don’t see you as your flaws, they see you as the sum of everything you are; including the pain, including the survival, including the kindness you give without even noticing. And to them that combination is rare. That combination is something they wish they had, something they wish they could be. You don’t see it, but you embody it effortlessly. Not as in that they wish they would experience all you have experienced, but in the way that if they did, they would be just like you. Even if you cannot fathom some people could see you as a figure to look up to.
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𓃹 PILE 1 {Aries, Serpent, Pluto}
What’s sexy about you is your confidence. You’re quiet but fiery. Daring and unapologetic. Rebellious. Tomboy/the homie. You take bold risks and make bad decisions sometimes, and this bad girl/bad boy energy is how you get people whipped (unintentionally). You can kind of ruin people just by existing 👀 I’m not saying you do this but it’s like you can slap people, and they’ll thank you for it, lol. You look like you could be someone’s ultimate undoing but you are actually nice? Your energy feels like a quiet Fire sign—dominant & masculine: a little reserved or nonchalant. You look sophisticated but lowkey adventurous and naughty.
You may experience bouts of self-doubt here and there but to the outside world, you come across as very secure about yourself and your decisions but you’re also able to show vulnerability and humility. There’s also a hint of innocence about you. For example, when you look unsure about what flavor of ice cream you want to order, or when you’re looking too serious while strategizing how to make your next move in a board game or when you’re trying to solve a problem for someone. Like you’re both sexy and cute.
You make moves that seem like they will end up in complete disaster but they always end up working for you. You could wear a potato sack and still serve, for example. Your style just looks effortless, and you’re not afraid to get your hands dirty. You don’t overthink, you just do. But this may also just be due to you not having a lot of patience so you just want to get things over with fast. So, you may have a little temper, but it’s sexy.
One of your sexiest moments is when you get shit done. Your competence makes people trust and follow your lead. You are also like that “type AB friend” who can pick up their homies in an old, beat up car with literally just 1 screw holding everything together but y’all would somehow still reach the venue safely, and would also get home unscathed (though I feel like they still secretly worry that “the chances are low but never 0” that y’all would crash somewhere) wth 😹 —are you & your people adrenaline junkies or something?
You’re dangerous & exciting. I’m also getting from the “screw” imagery that people talk about you like “she’s nuts” but in a hot way because you’re just so daring, impulsive, and sort of “mad”, as in genius, you know? You make bad decisions look smart and attractive. If others attempted to emulate what you’re doing, they would flop (but it’s just coz you’re impulsive, and so you tend to rack up more experience, so you have actually flopped many times before already so now you just know better), whereas you—you’re like a hot mess but it works for you. It’s part of your charm. This tells me that you may have a signature look that only you can pull off. That’s it! Your individuality is sexy.
Your individuality can’t be copied because your pure, raw sexual energy is written all over it. You love your shadow.
You also seem sexually explorative and open-minded. You’re not afraid to express your sexuality. You can talk about taboo stuff with people over lunch. You can also “take care of your own needs”, if you know what I mean. You could be someone who gets into their exploratory, player phases. At the same time, you’re not needy, and you know how to take care of yourself and keep yourself safe like… you can still get home by yourself via cab or any public transit even if you’re a lil intoxicated (I’m getting that you can fake looking sober or aware—but you may also look sad or just detached). Or if you don’t do this (anymore), you just look like that mysterious, bougie stranger they see on their daily commute/life. People can’t miss you. You always stand out somehow. This largely due to your unique aura, and edgy/nonchalant style.
People find it sexy and surprising that you look mature & sophisticated but are also not afraid to be loose & messy (on your own or with them). Ah—what is this?? I just had this sudden, super-intense image flash in my mind:
a hand grabbing a clump of someone’s disheveled hair and yanking it back hard (rough), exposing their flushed, mascara-smeared sweaty face looking totally lost in the moment.
This is a very tame version of what I saw in my head—and that is all I can say about it here 🙊
Now, if you are a woman, you may like to wear neutral colors like blacks & grays which can exude this more masculine aura/swagger about you. Your sexiness comes through your style which, again, looks “elegant-flirty-edgy”. I’m seeing deep cut tops/plunging necklines that show your cleavage or chest area, all the way down to your lower mid-region. You may also wear backless gowns & dresses that show the curve of your back/spine (SOME of you may be slender, slim & tall). If not these styles, then maybe crop tops and those black dresses or any type of clothing that have these multiple cuts & slits on them that show glimpses of your skin.
You may also have a tattoo on your ribs or between your breast bone. Some of you may also be bountifully gifted around that area too. Your mid-region is where people’s eyes go to directly when they first look at you—if we’re talking about what’s sexy about you in terms of physical looks because… it’s sort of “in your face”, you know what I mean? Just very bold af.
You may also make femmes a little confused or maybe feel “bi-panic” or bicurious towards you.
You may also be rough around the edges and curse a lot or talk dirty to people/your partner as a joke or to flirt with them, and people find this sexy—especially straight men/mascs. Like you get “guy humor”, and you can hang.
You can switch—which also confuse them sometimes because they don’t know whether you’re a homie or what. Kinda like Gracie Lou from Miss Congeniality.
You awaken the Mars in people—their raw strength, their courage, their sexual kinks and desires… you extinguish the shame people tend to feel about these things. People feel like they could be as free as you. Your aura is effortlessly infectious or influential in this way. It’s like you make people feel sexy (or hot & bothered) just by you being confidently sexy, open and totally accepting of yourself & others’ shadow.
If you’re leaning more masc; it’s sexy when you expose your chest with very low V-neck or half-unbuttoned shirts. Some of you may also have blow-dried, fluffy/wavy, medium-to-long hair with highlights, and it’s sexy when you comb your fingers through your hair to fix it. You may have one silver, dangling earring. Androgynous look. Leather jackets. I’m getting European or even Rockstar vibes here. Again, v open with sexuality, or behaviors and vices that would otherwise be ill3gal in other countries. Your rebelliousness and gender-bending style is so attractive to others. You just can’t be pinned down.
You are an untamed beauty. Your willingness to put yourself out there even if you don’t feel 100% is very attractive. I also feel like you get into a lot of accidents or there’s always something accidental or unplanned about you, like you just rolled out of bed, still hungover from the previous night but you can just put on a messy bun and be ready to go sit outside at a cafe on a late afternoon with a cigarette in your hand. You’re spontaneous.
You also look authoritative & strong-willed. You’re not a “sweetheart” but you are nice. You come off as reserved and mysterious. Your detached vibe actually protects you from bullies & pettiness. It’s like you carry this similar fiery temperament as the bullies but yours is more refined and controlled—maybe because you are older or just exude the natural charisma of leadership or authority. Your fire comes with intelligence and confidence, and this controlled fire keeps you cool under pressure, especially in the midst of enemies. People just know they can’t mess with you. People respect you.
You seem “battle-ridden”, like a cool older sister/brother you look up to. People can sense that have a dark past, and that you’re a survivor. People be like “I can fix them (you)” but you don’t need them to because you can save yourself. Your survival story makes you intimidating & sexy because people sense the power in your resilience, and this ignites the fire within them.
You’re a challenge, the one to please & impress.
The Queen.
Stay safe out there!!
Songs: If We Being Real - YouTube, Prada (acoustic) by Raye feat. casso - YouTube, Escapism by Raye (basically her whole My 21st Century album), sweater weather by the nbhd, bad idea by ariana grande, galipette by lolo zouai, bad things by everett
your vibe: Olivia Munn (specifically their character as nick’s wild ex from new girl), Kristen Stewart, Raye (the singer), Janelle Monae, Lady Gaga, Virgo/Hasta, Robert Pattinson, Harry Styles, Yungblud, Evan Peters, Adam Driver, Lena Headey, Effy from Skins, Rue from Euphoria, Alexa Demie, Lagertha from Vikings
shades, Prada, rock music, grunge, camos, soldier, military, nikes, jordans, F1/racing, horse, the nbhd, wild cats, the film “nymphomaniac”, vampires, middle eastern, east asian
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This will not resonate with everybody so if this pile doesn’t sound like you, please choose another pile!
What’s sexy about you is that you don’t give everything away all at once. Your sexuality is reserved, hidden and precious. Some of you may dress on the conservative side but it’s still sexy 🤷🏻♀️
You don’t do casual. Your love and devotion for the one who wins your affection run deep.
This pile may be into Tantra. You are shrouded in mystery and wisdom. Your sexiness shines through your intelligence—soft and warm, rather than cold. It feels like a mix of Gemini, Pisces, Cancer & Scorpio. People want to de-mystify you but your secrets are only revealed when you’re teaching or sharing your knowledge & wisdom to people in a closed environment. You’re more of the go-to person for advice when people are going through crisis that needs more of an unconventional solution. You’re the weird, mystic friend. Even the term “friend” feels too casual of a word to describe your relationships with people because you just seem so ethereal & detached. Kind of like a loner, in your own world.
There is this certain feeling of deep privacy and secrecy when you engage with people. It’s like what’s shared between you will never be truly known, captured and shared with someone else outside of your circle (short-term or long-term) even if the person you were intimate with shares the information to someone else. I’m just getting this deep feeling of intimacy, and intellectual (or even telepathic) connection.
There’s two groups of people here: one type of group is eager to share to others what they’ve learned from you, as if they’ve just discovered some sort of miracle/secret knowledge, and the other type are the gatekeepers who don’t want to share the power and connection they’ve had with you to others. No matter the circumstances, there is a certain depth to your presence that remains off-limits to those who haven’t met themselves yet as deeply as you do.
You are both the Virgin Mother and the Sacred Prstitute (Madonna-whxre?): nurturing to all, yet only accessible to few. If they haven't met themselves in the dark, then they will never find you in this lifetime.
Your duality is magnetic. You intrigue people especially when you show your more innocent, child-like, happy-go-lucky side with them one day, and then your more mature, serious and nurturing side the next. They love how you carry your duality with grace, instead of instability or volatility. You are known for being wise beyond your years but you will still make mistakes or do something that seem reckless like you’re this free-spirit who’s frolicking in a forest full of wolves and other wild animals. You seem so pure, so innocent, so soft (!), yet you are also so strong & courageous. You are unencumbered by shadows.
You can spot red flags in others yet you don’t judge them, but you don’t absorb them into your atmosphere either. You may attract a lot of people and experiences from the “lower worlds” because of this (like people who get obsessed with your Yin energy—Yin as in passive or feminine traits), and it can be scary to you and to others as well but you know how to “burn” them. On one hand, they can lose their individuality if they end up making you their world (like people seem to fall for you so easily which can get too overwhelming for you sometimes—which is why you tend to keep a distance from people, which just intrigues them even more). On the other hand, they also have a chance to get burned and be transformed and purified by your heat… leading them to true liberation. What’s alluring about you is that you break limitations yet also impose them. You represent true freedom. It’s in the way you move (maybe you like to dance in nature: near water or forests or you just move very gracefully like freestyle sensual dancing, like you’re water/fire/air-bending or some shi 💃🌪️🍃🌊). You are unattainable, yes, but only to those who believe so.
You seem like you’re from another time. I’m seeing all white, lace sleeping gowns, candles, old castles, foggy mornings—haunting! Like a ghostly figure from a historical, gothic fiction novel.
I’m not going to pretend like I know fully well what I was talking about in this pile, lol, which is kind of the point, I think—because you’re kind of enigmatic. It also did sound kind of poetic/cryptic, and so I think you may talk like this in real life or you may speak in riddles. Something about your voice is hypnotizing, prophetic, ethereal and soothing… like ASMR or Arwen from LotR.
But, to put it in plain words, what’s sexy about you is that you’re beautifully mysterious, mystical & transcendent. You keep to yourself and you keep everybody guessing. You’re kind and nurturing yet also detached from the physical world. Your aura may also be this angelic, white glow, and people who come in contact with you feel softened or soothed/healed, like they’re falling in love with an angel. Like being under a spell. People can sense that you know the truth about them, and the truth about everything in the Universe, but you won’t open up unless they speak your language (not literally, but more like if they’re not gnostics?) but maybe you do also speak a different language… I’m really hearing Arwen in my head speaking Elvish, and it’s just so beautiful! You have an enchanting voice… like music, or an instrument. So soft & polite. Again, it’s ASMR-esque. It’s very healing.
This is such an interesting energy to channel for this type of reading! Thanks for gracing us with your presence 😇✨💗✨🪽
My cat also just woke up from her long afternoon nap, and then went under my tarot table, and then climbed on me, which I took as a cue to end your reading. This pile is so mysterious, lol! Anyway, thanks for reading! Blessed be.
healer, angels, nuns, religious symbolisms, the moon, 8th house of death & mysticism, crisis management, sacred femininity, kundalini, snakes, mysteries, virgin su!c!des, pharmacy, aghori, cats, pink panther theme, the priestess archetype, the scarlet woman, celtic music, enya, renaissance fairs, baroque, spectrum, rainbow, neurodivergence
extra messages: a few of you who picked this pile may have white, lightened, platinum blonde or silver hair 🩶, and it’s very sexy. I can only think of an anime character that reminds me of you: Yukito for your innie (but Yue—their true form, for your outie/appearance/vibe) in Cardcaptor Sakura. Maybe you also like to cosplay or do theater. It’s either you channel this energy through these art forms or you are just naturally this ethereal.
Songs:
Congratulations - Mac Miller
Boys Like You by Tanerélle
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𓃹 PILE 3 {Venus, Peacock, Weaving flowers}
Your high standards make you incredibly sexy. You exude Venusian energy. You have a great eye for aesthetics, and you live for beauty and harmony. Words that came to mind immediately: Exotic. Foreign. Good manners & etiquette. Classy. Historical romance. Marie Antoinette. Elaborate hairstyle. Model-esque. Velvet. Expensive. Tailor-made. You always look like you’re always enjoying yourself. Like a Queen/King/princess/prince. Royalty.
You also have a beautiful mind filled with good thoughts about humanity. Idealism.
Aesthetic: Glasses. Reading. Librarian. Sass.
What’s sexy about you is the way you get lost in your art, or others’ art, and all of your other passions, whenever you talk about what it means to you, what moves you… maybe you do this in class or when you’re talking to someone about a painting while you’re on a date at a museum, for example.
What is sexy about you is your mind and how you think. You go on a tangent talking about what you love or find beautiful, and it’s never boring because you just get so passionate about them like getting excited talking about your favorite food, your favorite band, your favorite actors & how they disappear into their characters—things like that. Your tendency to debate with people and prove them wrong is also what people find sexy about you. Like, your intelligence is really hot, lol. Some of you may be literal lawyers or planning to go to Law school. You make people feel like if they’re on your side, or if they follow you, you’ll lead them towards victory (like they’re on the winning team), and you will make them look good too because they’re standing next to you/know you. People look up to you a lot as a leader. You inspire people to be the greatest versions of themselves.
But, sometimes your beauty can also be a little distracting like say you’re explaining something deeply philosophical to somebody, they’d have to ask you to repeat what you said because they get distracted by your beauty. Your energy reminds me of those attractive people who use their talents for spying for their country during wars. Very noir or dark academia. Low-key femme fatale. I’m also getting that some of you may have a vintage aesthetic or like to shop at thrift stores.
The people who picked this pile are also very artistic and into fashion design, as in Alexander McQueen kind of design. Avantgarde. Like your animal spirit card is Peacock, and there are literally full blown, Peacock feathers attached to the dress of the woman in your other oracle card. So I think you do like to show off your beauty and brains, and take great pride in yourself. The way you pursue the arts for pleasure, and not for money is admirable.
Your idealism is contagious. You inspire people with what you speak about and create. Maybe you paint, draw, are a fashion model, act—some sort of artistic skill/s. It’s sexy because creativity is also sexual energy. And you let that shi flow 🌊 Also, I’m getting another end of the spectrum here where you are more casual/grunge/messy but your creations turn out avantgarde, Venusian.
Venusians have this vibe of exclusivity and refinement about them so maybe you also hang out with musicians, and all other sorts of underground artists. I see dark rooms and neon lights. Cinema. Film. Erotic Art. Nudes. There’s also this force of violence and harshness emanating from you. You like to suffer for beauty just to reach that unattainable level of perfection that you want. When you obsess over every detail and you’re immersed in carving perfection with your literal blood, sweat and tears… it’s masochistic, but also at the same time feels good to you. You know how people want something more when they know they can’t have it? You’re similar to that but in a more unapologetic way like—“F that. I can have it, and I will!”. Like nothing’s unattainable to you. That’s the attitude that people find sexy about you. So it kind of makes you selfish, and a proud person because you know you worked so hard to attain what you know others can’t attain so easily—but that’s what’s sexy about you. If someone were to pursue you romantically, the challenge of impressing someone like you who is hard to please and has high standards will turn them on. They can also tell that based on your taste, what you post, your appearance and overall energy that you’ll be into BDSM or anything taboo, and that excites them.
Like you will destroy yourself in the name of Art or beauty. Passionate, picky and discriminating. Your approval means everything. You can also be a Domme or engage in FemDom. Or even a sub/brat.
I keep seeing all sorts of night clubs and “ladies/boys of the night”. Being self-destructive. But only for art and love—always for art & love.
other: artisan, bridgerton, bdsm, erotic art, film club/critic, art student, scars & bruises, retail, fashion design, ballet, seggs work, cher from clueless, miranda priestly & emily, rock & roll
the name “Taylor” or tailor/seamstress.
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♇ a ruler in astrology is a planetary ruler, a planet that rules over the sign that takes over a house, for example, someone with taurus in their fifth house, will have venus as their fifth house ruler.
♇ someone could have pisces ruling over their fifth house but this could mean they could look at both where Jupiter and Neptune is ;)
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ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 1H ⟶ to have this placement means that you are someone who likes to have fun and you're someone who could like to be entertaining. this could also mean you're perceived as an individual who likes to live through a good time more than a "long time". people who have this energy in their chart are naturally born for the spotlight even if they dont want it they're people who receive the attention of other people quite quickly, this could also mean other people could find you charming, you're a flirt or you're someone who is easily flustered by other people. children could be important for you or taking care of your inner-child has to be work you provide for yourself. other people could find you very attractive not only due to your face or body but also your smile and your ability to sway people with your charisma.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 2H ⟶ you could have a commanding voice, or a tone in your voice that shows that you're not easily intimidated. charisma and talent is something that is very important for you, it could be a mask you wear or an armour you put on that can help protect you with things in life that could over-whelm you. you might also have a talent that could make you money, though this could mean you value romantic partners who can provide money to you or just passion. to have this energy in your chart means that your childhood has taught you your values, what is important, what should be avoided and what inspired your creativity. to have this overlay in a natal chart speaks of the chance of you being a good singer, someone who works well with kids or someone who could wish to be in a line of work that gives you creative freedom. this overlay could indicate that you need to remember that you have to be comfortable in your life, allow yourself to have fun because you're tense when you forget there's exultation in your life.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 3H ⟶ brilliant overlay to have because this means your desire to express love or art is active all the time, you could be the type of person where your ideas is also buzzing always wanting to be free someway and this could be over-whelming too. on the other hand this could manifest into you being someone who might've been the child who easily got attention, or you were the one always asking questions or thinking/writing about stories that were influenced by things you saw in your environment and what you got to watch during your childhood. people who have this essence could be great at writing love-stories or stories that need much drama, you could also be into gaming, dancing, music and people could find you very funny like you could have the type of humour that can steal the show. this overlay brings sass and authority. this could mean you could be very direct as well, not everyone might be able to handle it too. you could also be deemed as the fun crush/romantic partner, the one who likes to make sure you're having a fun time.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 4H ⟶ this shows that you're someone who likes to have fun, you like to throw parties and you like to make memories that you can speak about forever. this is an energy of someone who is very talented at fashion, cooking/baking and understanding the correct aesthetic that goes with everything. this can also mean that those who have this in their chart and they feel like they cannot express a creative outlet you need to remember what is it that makes "you" happy and not your family then when you get into that self-reflection path being in touch with your artistry would feel like breathing air. you could also be known as a very beautiful family member or the one who is pleasant to be around. as the 4H represents the deepest versions of ourselves, to have the Fifth House Ruler in the Fourth House implies that there could be a fear of time running out for you which could make you stuck on what you have to do in this life time. allow yourself to flow with time and your environment.
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ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 5H ⟶ this placement means that to believe in yourself is to believe in your kindness, your beauty and your possibility. people who have this alignment thrive on attention even if they might want to seem too humble or too good for praise, the display of seeing people believe in them gets them going. they like to be cherished and never forgotten so when they feel like they're going through an era where their attempts aren't being looked at, they could feel alienated while also having the habit of expressing their frustration with competing with other people to not specifically actually rival them but to still feel like they're important in other parties' lives. people who have this placement need to learn that they dont need to be praised by other people to comprehend the fact that they're "chosen", you need to remind yourself to chose yourself to not complain about the attention of other people. direct your passionate energy onto your ideas and with people who dont make your presence a burden. this energy is an indicator of a golden child, someone who needs attention in many angles of their life like for example romance or even the potential of fame.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 6H ⟶ people who have this placement in their chart are burned out. all they ever know is becoming a better version of themselves which causes them to forget to rest and look at what they've been able to make for themselves. this placement shows that you're someone who is strong competition in your work-place, if you think no one is threatened by your skill or your determination than you're wrong. as this house can speak about behaviours you need to nurture, this shows that you're someone who needs to nurture the part of you that feels like you would only be appreciated if you do anything of importance because that is not true. similar to people who have the 5H in the 5H you have to find people who are okay with you just being you. not being extra, they are happy about your existence around them and could find you healing the way they would find you healing. on the other hand, this could mean you could have a negative trait of wanting to be attention all the time, this likely wont manifest for everyone who has this placement but to people who do this, please be aware of the discomfort you might put other people through if you dont give them space to speak about themselves. this could also play out into you being the person who allows other people to walk all over you so you can have someone around you.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 7H ⟶ romance is very important for individuals here, dating could be prominent in your life or socialising with other people, getting new friends and finding new hobbies could be something that you could find healing. people who have this in their chart tend to be liked and if you're not aware of it, this placement calls for you being way more liked than you might expect. beautiful people, beautiful smiles and souls but don't be tempted to be influenced by other people because for you guys it'll taint your reputation more than it will impact those you were influenced by. the Seventh House is the reflection of the Ascendant its how people perceive or feel about you the more they hang around you, therefore what is associated with your Seventh House is one of the social reputations that stick with you. so once again be careful about who you are influenced by, try not to be a people pleaser because you want to have a good time, learn when to put your foot down when you're not comfortable with something. could be the partner that is influential to those you get into a relationship with, they might copy your lingo, style and even charisma.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 8H ⟶ a passion for sex! a passion for intimacy or understanding the depth of the human mind. individuals who have this placement might've gone through a childhood that makes them want to understand how human dynamics work and progress. people who have this alignment in their chart could come from a childhood that forced them to grow up faster than they should've, could've had a parental figure that was terrible with money or there was a strong transformation like rags to riches or riches to rags. even if there wasnt a financial situation there likely was a circumstance in your life that was flipped. other people are intensely attracted to you, might attract people who want to hold you down. this could also mean your relationship with the idea of romance might need to transform for things to manifest in your life positively, individuals who have this placement in their chart could've gone through much hurtful relationships or could be the one who emotionally hurts other people by leaving all the time or not being easily open about emotions and thoughts.
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ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 9H ⟶ to have this placement means that naturally you're an explorer whether it plays out into you being someone who wants to travel the world, learn new cultures or learn new hobbies. to have this energy in your chart means the energy to start something new that widens your knowledge on tasks or pieces of life you find interesting. to have this placement insinuates that religion/philosophy was very important in your life so following orders and rules might've been something you were pushed into doing. yet, the Ninth House brings an essence of Jupiterian energy chiefly in Modern Astrology so this means to adapt and to move in your own lane is something you have to learn if you dont do it already. to have this placement in your chart likely leans onto the idea of you being a popular person, or someone who's very educated and likes to party, these are the type of people who have so many different skills and talents that surprises and entertains people, it reminds me of barbie and her many occupations.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 10H ⟶ would i say people who have this alignment in their chart are attention-seekers? yes. but could it play out into them knowing how to get people's attention better than other people. also yes. this placement belongs to the person with the untapped the potential, the one who knows they were made to do something but they might've been burnt out during their youth because of external pressure. there is likely a chance that people who have this placement likely had other people recognise their star quality and urged them to use it so they dont miss out on "child-star-luck" but for people who has this energy in their chart also need to remember that your start or your progress with success does not need to happen during childhood, it could manifest into you having a talent that you had as a child being what makes you successful in the future. to have this placement can also mean responsibility was put onto your shoulders at a young age and at the same time at a young age you knew who you were and authority had a hard time pushing you into the box they wanted you to be in.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 11H ⟶ this placement shows that you are the one friends miss when you're not around, you're the friend who knows how to fun especially when you stop being shy. 11H energy could either be kept to themselves or very open to making new friends, but since its 5H energy connected to it, i wouldnt be surprisied if the latter belong to the people who have this alignment. moving on this shows that you're someone who might've had a lot of erratic experiences growing up and this might've made other people feel like you came up with stories when you're genuinely being serious about them. this placement also belongs to people who are interested in dating friends, having friends with benefits on the other hand this can reveal the fact that other friends can find their significant others through you---your dating life could be an experience to the people around you but you could also be the type of friend who is scared to be pinned down or you dont realise that other people are attracted to you because you're too busy being brooding. this placement can also mean your creativity is very random and genius-like you could be the type of person who comes up with ideas while doing something very simple, your work-flow is contrasingtly different than other people and that's something you should prize and not be insecure about.
ꨄ︎ 5H RULER IN THE 12H ⟶ this is the child that was in their head all the time, the one that might've felt misunderstood or was put on a pedestal no one else in the family was put onto. people who have this placement could feel like they're being tested by life continously, especially surrounding themes with people's lack of boundaries, addiction as a way to cope but it starting through entertainment. loss of self through romance, wanting to become popular or just succeeding or being someone who could be stuck in the past. people who have this overlay are lovely but have to remember that they cannot allow their mind to stop them from not finding their joy anymore, create from your lack, create from your desires and what you think your destiny should be or what you might've thought it was. because this placement shows that despite what might've happened in your life you still have a light that other people will see even if they don't want to, but remember to also tend to yourself. dont lose yourself trying to please other people, don't turn to entertainment and continous physical pleasure to ignore your pain. the connection here shows that even if you might feel dim, there is something that you have that you should always share the light on, this placement belongs to the people who dont realise how loved they are.
PAC | The dark truth about you nobody says out loud
✨️personal readings | extended | masterpost✨️
PILE 1 -> 3
Pile 1:
Cards pulled: The World rx, Death rx, 4 of Swords, Ace of Wands, The Tower rx, 9 of Cups, Strength
Confirmation this is for you: You already know deep down that something in your life is changing, even if part of you is resisting it. There is instability around a relationship, situation or old version of yourself that can no longer be ignored. Spirit is confirming that your intuition is right, and you are being called to protect your peace, stand your ground and stop forcing stability where it no longer exists.
People secretly see you as someone who is unfinished in the most intimidating way possible, like there is still so much more to you that they cannot fully access or understand. There is an energy around you that feels emotionally restrained yet dangerously powerful at the same time. You naturally carry a magnetic spark that makes people hyper aware of your presence, even when you are silent.
What nobody says out loud is that your calmness unsettles people more than loudness ever could. You come across as someone who can completely transform their life at any moment and that unpredictability makes others nervous. Someone here especially triggers people who are trying to avoid change, accountability or emotional destruction in their own lives.
The channeled message coming through is that you are far more desired, admired and emotionally craved than you realise. There is also a strong indication of inner resilience here, people may underestimate how strong your mind actually is until they see you survive things that would break others.
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Pile 2:
Cards pulled: 10 of Pentacles rx, Page of Wands rx, Knight of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles, The Hermit, 7 of Cups, King of Cups rx
Confirmation this is for you: You may currently be emotionally guarded, frustrated or struggling to communicate how you truly feel. There is delayed movement around something you expected to progress faster, but spirit is asking for patience instead of forcing outcomes. This is your confirmation if you have been waiting, overthinking or silently questioning whether your efforts will eventually pay off.
People secretly see you as someone who does not fully depend on anyone emotionally, financially or mentally, and that independence quietly intimidates others more than you realise. There is an energy around you that feels selective, self contained and difficult to influence. Even when you are unsure of yourself internally, people still perceive you as someone who naturally carries standards, discipline and quiet confidence.
What nobody says out loud is that your consistency makes people reflect on their own lack of direction. You may not even realise how many people compare their lives, success or emotional maturity to yours in silence. Someone here especially triggers individuals who isolate themselves emotionally or secretly feel disconnected from others.
The channeled message coming through is that not everyone around you is emotionally clear or honest. There are people projecting fantasies, assumptions or confusion onto you because they cannot fully figure you out. At the same time, there is an emotionally immature or emotionally overwhelmed energy surrounding this pile that spirit wants you to be cautious of.
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Pile 3:
Cards pulled: 8 of Swords, The Hanged Man rx, 7 of Wands rx, 5 of Cups rx, 7 of Cups, Queen of Pentacles rx, 4 of Wands
Confirmation this reading is for you: You may currently feel mentally overwhelmed, confused or unable to fully express what has been weighing on your mind. There could be unspoken truths, miscommunication or a situation where you are struggling to see things clearly despite constantly thinking about it. This is your confirmation if your mind has been restless lately and you have been searching for clarity, answers or emotional honesty.
People secretly see you as someone who has gone through intense mental or emotional battles yet still manages to carry yourself with surprising softness and resilience. There is an energy around you that feels emotionally aware, observant and difficult to manipulate. Others may assume you overthink a lot, but they also sense that you notice things most people miss.
What intimidates people is your refusal to stay stuck forever. Even after disappointment, heartbreak or confusion, you somehow continue moving forward and rebuilding yourself quietly. What nobody says out loud is that some people find it difficult to argue with you or overpower your perspective because you naturally make others confront truths they try to avoid.
Someone especially triggered by you may be projecting fantasies, assumptions or unrealistic expectations onto your life because they cannot fully understand how you remain emotionally composed after everything you have experienced. The channeled message here is to be careful of emotionally draining or overly controlling energies around you, especially people who become insecure when they cannot control your attention, growth or peace.
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Disclaimer This is a general tarot reading, so it may resonate with you or it may not—please take what resonates and leave the rest, as it could be a message meant for someone else. Choose your pile intuitively and trust your inner guidance throughout the process. This reading is for spiritual insight and guidance only, and no legal or medical decisions should be made under the influence of my channel’s content or posts.
PILE ONE
You both could meet through work, academics, networking, meeting. Events specially work related, maybe you would be out for work.
They will give you the space to grow, evolve and nurture yourself. This person will always support you for becoming your highest self. They're gonna be really patient with you.
Their presence will bring balance and healing in your life. They will help you heal your deep rooted wounds.
This person will be very passionate and action oriented like this person will not keep you guessing oh why they did this? Are they angry? Nothing like this will happen. They will always make it obvious that they love you. They are gonna show off you literally 😂
They would have been through a rough phase when you both met. They would be in a transformative period.
If you feel called to understand how this energy may manifest for you in the 3D and in your personal journey, you’re always welcome to book a session with me for deeper, personalized guidance on the same topic. My price list is pinned on my account—feel free to explore it whenever you’re ready ✨
Disclaimer This is a general tarot reading, so it may resonate with you or it may not—please take what resonates and leave the rest, as it could be a message meant for someone else. Choose your pile intuitively and trust your inner guidance throughout the process. This reading is for spiritual insight and guidance only, and no legal or medical decisions should be made under the influence of my channel’s content or posts.
PILE TWO
You will meet your future spouse after a "tower moment", "Dark night of soul", or "Ego death". Universe will first prepare you both for each other.🪞🪄
You will feel like whatever you've asked for and wished for, is now in front of you. This person will feel like an answered prayer. This connection will be really nurturing and fulfilling.
One person in this connection will be emotional and the other person will be practical and logical. Both of you will have a different approach towards life in general.
You both won't like eachother in the beginning, you both will get onto each other's nerves. You both won't be able to stand eachother because of irritation and frustration. But love will grow eventually.
You both will be a "Power Couple"😘🫶, Even before you both will start seeing eachother other people will often say this to you both that you both should date.
If you feel called to understand how this energy may manifest for you in the 3D and in your personal journey, you’re always welcome to book a session with me for deeper, personalized guidance on the same topic. My price list is pinned on my account—feel free to explore it whenever you’re ready ✨
Disclaimer This is a general tarot reading, so it may resonate with you or it may not—please take what resonates and leave the rest, as it could be a message meant for someone else. Choose your pile intuitively and trust your inner guidance throughout the process. This reading is for spiritual insight and guidance only, and no legal or medical decisions should be made under the influence of my channel’s content or posts.
PILE THREE
For alot of you this will be a "second chance" trope. You might know this person already, one of you betrayed the other and things will get over.
One person in this connection will be sure and the other person will overthink because of the past seperation. The reconciliation or reunion will feel to good to be true.
You both are going to have an unbreakable friendship first. Your strong foundation will be friendship. Someone might get pregnant before marriage ( if you believe in the idea of marriage). So if you don't want this take precautions.
This connection will be the most fulfilling and adventurous yet stable and Secure relationship of your life. This connection will be full of passion and chemistry, extreme physical attraction.
Both of you will travel alot together. You both might be fond of travelling. You both might travel to meet each other.
If you feel called to understand how this energy may manifest for you in the 3D and in your personal journey, you’re always welcome to book a session with me for deeper, personalized guidance on the same topic. My price list is pinned on my account—feel free to explore it whenever you’re ready ✨
