#scorpiotruths

[thedurtyroad]

Man the sad trick to Scorpios is that we're easily crushed. Today was an L, time to bury these feels and move on.

[thedurtyroad]

Funny not haha 1

It's comical that I went through all of my contacts 3 times looking for someone to tell me it's going to be alright. It's not that there isn't anyone, just I have to much pride to ask for comfort. So I scroll through text and contact info knowing I'll never reach hoping for something. That's funny and pathetic, such is my character.

[thedurtyroad]

Forced Shame

I see I'm not allowed to take an L gracefully. I'm supposed to be upset and feel ashamed of the time I lost. I'm not allowed to enjoy the silliness of it all. Shit like this is what makes me wanna hang myself.

[thedurtyroad]

Tantrums

How are you a fully grown adult throwing a tantrum on the bus? Motherfucker nearly got us all killed, trying to fuck with bus driver. Dude I had a shitty day too, but damn calm thee fuck down. I swear I can't keep living like this, maybe my happy ending really is at the end of a hollow point.

[thedurtyroad]

Recurring Lessons

Nearly 3 decades of life, and the simplest of concepts still eludes me. For all the bluster of Scorpios being tempters, we're the ones suckered by forbidden fruit. The sin of my being and past actions act as a truly hilarious karmic backdrop. I am a genuine monster garbed in human flesh, yet I often forget myself so the recurring lesson is necessary. As I reflect on this current obvious failure, I'm grateful for the doors opened to me. I will always be alone, but in solitude freedom is found. Maybe this is what I truly wanted all along? Or what I deserve, the never ending lesson.