i’m sorry ferris i know you and i were once beautiful but it had to end some day.
30:What’s irritating you right now?
romy’s road trip playlist just fuckin’ came on shuffle and i’m about to become the god damn zodiac
34:Who/what was your last dream about?
the last one i can fuckin’ remember was last week and shit i wish i could forget it. squad was there with the addition of romy—— thank god she was sane here. so we were at the vet for el’s stupid as shit cat that mysteriously came down with some poisoning thing ? weird ? anyway, the fuckin’ cat starts to freak out and is pissing on everything. el is trying to comfort it and in the process she soaks herself in it’s piss and you, ferris, you started puking everywhere holy shit just absolute madness. there was some kid crying in the corner and the cat was still pissing and romy is there trying to escape but the cat sprays its piss right in her face and into her open mouth. i started laughing so hard i woke myself up.
38:Is this year the best year of your life?
i fucked a telenova superstar, got back together with the love of my life, and avoided death at the hands of my inbred cousin so i guess it’s going good so far !
40:Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
fuck you.
70:Is there anyone you would die for?
anyone in my phone’s contacts is worth dying for if you ask me !
from an orgasm so powerful my nuts just blow off and the impact rocks the entire house and collapses on top of me. @fvkeleanor you’ll know you’ve done your best when this happens.
16:How exactly are you feeling at the moment?
like i could go at it for days until i reach my end goal !
12:Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
48 hours is pussy shit. try 84.
21:What are your plans for this weekend?
stacking penny stocks while i’m flipping these birds !
i'm romy, and i like 2 succ jared leto's penis, plucking eleanor's eyebrows, flickin dis bean 2 period shows, look @ aiakos in a really Mean way & shit over ferris's dreamz :D !
✿, ☁, ☢ i was gonna add more but my lane lit #cahskwad
ok i love them but hate them so much i cannot beleieve, also the post is here if anyone else wants 2 send me anything !!
✿ five times my muse almost texted yours, and the one time they did.
uno. [ deleted message ] it’s late and i can’t sleep and for the millionth time i’m thinking about u. i just wish i could talk to u, like before. when we would talk all the time about anything, it was good, so good. i miss that, i miss u. please text me, i don’t wanna be clingy and text u first anymore.
dos. [ deleted message ] i could still remember the time we met at that party, u were drunk and u bumped into me —- i don’t think i was the person u were hoping to see but we got out of that stupid party just to smoke, and because of that we became friends then it went on and on until eventually we became more? in all honesty, i wouldn’t change a single thing that’s happened between us, except for that lie i told u the night we broke up. how stupid of me, of course i never kissed anyone else in that time but u, what was i thinking when i told u that? i can still remember how my heart was racing, and even though u broke my heart into million pieces i still got the chance to love u in every way possible and make memories with u.
tres. [ deleted message ] i fucking hate u for leaving me for no fucking reason, fuck u ferret. i wish we never met.
cuatro. [ deleted message ] the excruciating pain that ran through my whole fucking body as i saw u lock lips with june was enough proof that i still love u, ferret. i really fucking do. sadly, that love is one sided. because i’m not her, never will be and u’ll never love anyone as much as u fucking love her.
cinco. [ message sent at 4:27am ] hey, i saw u were here? do u mind if we talk or something?
☁ five times my muse has thought about yours, and the one time they do something about it.
uno. ❛ vega, come here i want you to see something. ❜ ❛ god, can’t u come instead? i’m too lazy to get up. ❜ ❛ get up for a sec babe, it’s important. ❜ vega trailed her fingers along the watercolor palettes ferret had given her as a surprise as she wandered the room, she snatched up a freshly prepared, stretched canvas and took it to the old easel. ❛ surprise! ❜ ❛ oh my god ❜ ❛ do you love it? ❜ ❛ you didn’t have to buy me these what the— god i love you. ❜ she closed her eyes as the memory felt as vivid as ever before —- she put her hair up in a bun and inhaled deeply, not realizing how much time passed until she felt the tears streaming down her face. sighing, vega wiped them off and started painting again.
dos. it was weird for vega not having any of her friends at happy hours, they’d most likely come by since no one really noticed she was giving them free drinks. suddenly she caught sight of a tall guy from the corner of her eye, she felt her heart racing almost making it impossible to breathe. ❛ you okay? ❜ suddenly someone asked, making her drop the glass she was holding. ❛ fuck. yes i’m okay, don’t worry i just thought it was someone i knew. ❜ she quickly tried to clean the mess she made but it was useless. ❛ bad break up, eh? ❜ ❛ you don’t even know. ❜
tres. it was monday, and that meant discover weekly on spotify, for vega it was the only day she looked forward, even though it was indeed monday. pressing play she couldn’t help but think about ferris, of course he would’ve loved those indie songs. she thought about texting him to check the playlist, but she knew he wouldn’t care. it wasn’t like before.
cuatro. some nights were just sleepless, her mind was flooded with thoughts of him, his touch, his lovely words. it made her sick to her stomach and the worst thing is that she couldn’t do anything about it. she rolled on her back and stared at the ceiling, inhaling deeply vega shut her mind off and tried to sleep.
cinco. she looked at her phone and it was almost half past four, vegas was at the most boring party ever. she wished she had some company, but real company, not the friends she came along with. they were all too busy dancing or sticking down their tongues on somebody’s throat. she bumped into a guy who said sorry almost three times in a row. enough, she thought as she smiled to the boy and walked away. she smiled at the thought of how she met ferris. vega remembered that aiakos told her he’d be there so she shoot him a text as she waited patiently, sitting by the pool admiring the group of stupid but so loved friends she had.
☢ five times my muse almost sends a nude, and the one time they do.
uno. vega and romy had been shopping that day, she finally got the cutest lingerie ever, she indeed loved watching herself in them, it made her feel powerful, good with herself. she took her phone and opened snapchat, she made sure to take it from a good angle and sent it to some guys she met at the bar, she thought about sending it to ferris. but it wasn’t right, she unselected his name and sent the snap.
dos. the conversation she was having with the just divorced guy began to get heated, he was only 7 years older and he promised he’d leave his wife for her —- how fucking dumb, she liked him though but not like that. her interactions with men ( except her close male friends ) were nothing but flirting and sex. vegas quickly took the photo then pressed the share, message button, as soon as the screen lit up she found herself clicking on the wrong number, ❛ shit. ❜ she muttered as she quickly deleted his name from the contact box.
tres. ❛ mind telling me what the fuck you’re doing? ❜ ❛ just sending my daily snaps! ❜ vega was so drunk of course she was having the time of her life, but how much trust she had to be sending the so called “soft core” nudes next to her friends. ❛ you’re gonna regret this. ❜ ❛ i think you’re just jealous because you’re not getting my snaps, but hey you’re seeing me with lacy underwear live. ❜ and that’s when they took her phone, almost pressing you-know-who’s name. ❛ nice one, vega. ❜
cuatro. sending nudes wasn’t fun when you were high, specially if you had long nails and you barely can touch the screen without getting mad. selecting her list of horny bastards, she played herself, ❛ fuck, fuck, fuck. ❜ her eyes widened but she quickly turned the data off, what would’ve happened if she actually sent that to her ex?
cinco. how typical of vega to be creeping on snapchat, she quickly opened the stories, all her friends were out and she tried not to click on ferris’ name but it was useless, of course she had to be on his story. ❛ what a fucking asshole. ❜ remembering how her best friend told her to have a little fun, she took a pic with a “tell me, can she make u feel better than i did?” and sent it.
