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is that a chicken????? no its just me, kitty - im nineteen, live in CEST and im going to present you my lil blondie emmy under the cut if you’d like to plot just hmu or click the ♥ and i’ll get into ur IM’s c:
[ josefine frida pettersen, cisfemale, she/her ] —» biting down by lorde came on the radio, and it reminded me of emmy pevensie, who’s been in sundance for the last 24 hours. they're 21, and currently unemployed. i’ve noticed they're cold & egoistic but can be independent & polite, too. anyone who knows them would say the loud roar of an old truck, light sundresses flowing in the summer breeze and the sharp smell of hair dye describes their vibe effortlessly.—» [ kitty, she/her, 19, CEST ]
( tw : death, implied child abuse )
- was born on november 13th as emmy natasha pevensie to her parents and her sister: fiona mary.
- she grew up in the suburbs of helena, montana
- her parents weren‘t particulary strict, allowing emmy and fiona to spent a lot of time doing whatever they desired
- since there wasn‘t a big age gap ( one year ) between emmy and her sister, they spent their all of their free time after school playing outside with the neighbour kids
- in middle school, fiona became a member of her school‘s cheer team
- emmy was never particular fond of cheerleading, yet she always attended her sisters performances
- but due to sickness, little emmy couldnt be there during a very important performance at a outward game of their middle school‘s football team
- emmys parents left their bedridden daughter in the care of a babysitter, while they drove off with fiona to the game
- emmys babysitter got a call from the police thirty minutes later: an accident - fionas and emmys parents didnt make it, yet fiona magically survived with minor injury
- so twelve year old emmy and thirteen year old fiona were sent to their first foster family
- it was quite obvious that this family just tried to gather as many children as they could, in order to get as much money as they could
- the six children and two grown-ups had to share a three-room apartment, cramming all six children into one of the tiny rooms
- emmy and her sister barely recieved emotional support or therapy, due to neglection of the issue by their caretaker
- both of them continued going to school, yet there was a big change in their personalities: both of them kept very much to themselves, their grades dropping dramatically and both girls stopped caring about their friendships - the sisters were mostly seen huddled together on the stairs of the fire escape during breaks
- of course their teachers got concerned, contacting the authorities and soon, the pevensies sister‘s caretaker pulled them out of their foster family and sent them to a different one in colorado springs, colorado
- and right off the bat emmy could tell that something was off about them, giving emmy a weird tummy-feeling whenever they were around
- but her new parents were friendly, gifting their new daughters a beautifully furnished room and all the candy they could imagine, managing to shake off their bad vibes
- you could say everything was perfect: except fiona and emmy‘s older foster sister
- she seemed to loathe her younger sisters, barely exchanging a word with her new sisters and alwaysexiting the room when both were around, spending as little time as possible with them
- but the worst part was that she always locked the girls into their rooms during the night, not wanting to »have them running around at night and disturb her sleep«
- the new house made a lot of weird noises that fiona and emmy had to get used to first, making nights unbearable for them
- yet they stayed at the family for a couple of years, and her foster sister left the family as soon as she turned eighteen - leaving the girls with a habit of locking their door every night
- during that time, both sister managed to cope with the death of their parents by just repressing it - both scolded each other as soon as they‘d talk about their real parents, trying to forget them
- it was hard for emmy when fiona graduated middle school and now started visiting high school, but it also forced both girl to established a new social circle, with their other half now gone
- that‘s how fiona met her boyfriend.
- both hit of right away, fiona spending almost every night at his house
- and with eighteen, fiona also left her foster home, without telling her little sister - she just vanished while emmy was at school and left nothing behind
- emmy was beyond heartbroken, her foster parents not answering any questions about fiona, but she managed to pull herself together and accepted the fact, that everyone she once loved has now left her
- after fiona graduated high school, she didnt leave her family right away, since they offered her to work as a nanny
- her parents were planning to take in more foster children, now having somebody who could watch over them all day
- they even payed fiona good money and her life was going pretty well; having a handful of good friends she could spent her free time with, she got along with her foster siblings and planned to study abroad in europe once she had the money
- she came home late at night, as she caught her foster father leaving the room of one of her siblings, pulling up his pants and adjusting his belt
- both parties being equally shocked at the sight infront of them
- in that moment, emmy understood everything. the noises, why her foster sister locked their door every night ...
- she stormed into her room, locked her door for the last time, packed her bags and fled through the window
- emmy threw all her belongings she managed to stuff into her bag, into her truck and just drove off, everything she has ever surpressed in her entire life flooding back into her memories
- a short stop was made in a small town in utah, and now emmy is stranded in sundance, nevada after her truck broke down
- she‘s staying at the sundance inn , figuring out what to do next
- emmy is a bit ... difficult at the moment
- she tries to be as polite and respectful towards everyone, but it‘s not that easy if you‘re in a emotional crisis
- also being stuck in a strange town doesn‘t help to gain a sense of security and a good basis to sort out one‘s emotions
- having everybody she ever loved leave her in some way, emmy learned that the only person she could trust is herself
- and that‘s why she started putting herself first
- even in highly critical situation, like her running away from home and not taking her foster siblings with her, leaving them in the hands of their abusive foster father
- but at least she‘s not involved in this mess anymore, right? at least she‘s safe
- there‘s a constant war in her mind
- on one side, she knows that it was wrong to not help her younger foster siblings, but on the other hand she doesn‘t want to get involved with something, that could backfire on her - she doesn‘t have any clear evidence, does she?
- honestly, emmy is very broken right now, but is afraid to let anyone get close to her, in case they happen to break her even more
- thus being quite selective in her choice of friends: she won‘t let them get too close, since she doesn‘t want them to know any of her struggles, but she is often way too polite to say no, when one of her friends is in need
- then she tries to find a quick solution, not wanting to shoulder more problems and sorrows than she already has
- but emmy would lie, if she would say, that she doesn‘t enjoy having a bit of company once in a while - just because she doesn‘t want any help, doesn‘t mean that she want to be lonely and secluded
- people who were able to get to know the blonde better, were able to experience her dry sense of humour and her tendency towards sarcasm and self-depricating humour
-they also experienced being woken up in the middle of the night by emmy calling them, demanding them to come outside and join her to get some fast food, the blonde not wanting to be a weirdo, who buys three cheeseburgers and eats them in her parked truck at four thirty in the morning, alone
- spontanous roadtrips tend to happen on a regular basis when being friends with emmy
- again, with the reasoning of her wanting to do something, but doesn‘t want to be seen as an awkward loner
- because she spents so much time in her good old truck, she‘s a fairly good driver and manages to perfectly park even in the most difficult spaces
- never had a boyfriend or girlfriend, due to already fearing a break up
- she‘s not a real blonde











