i have a lot to say, a lot i say on snapchat and like no where else. if you wanna know me a lil more personally plz read on
i should put in that all of what i’m going to say might be triggering so please read at your own comfortability
depression? i’ve had it since i can remember or least i’ve been apathetic about life since i was in grade school. i’m not an active threat to myself. I’m ok but I really struggle with becoming a bit harmful at times. Right now is a dark time for me.
At home my parents have gaslighted and manipulated me for years. So when others so easily throw out the “why do you care what they think”, hey bud why don’t you go back to your non abusive parents and be thankful and don’t ask me stupid questions.
sexual harassment? yeah boi. My ex and i were emotionally abusive towards one another and I’ve grown since. I’m still harsh with words and I wish i wasn’t. I’ve had guys that I’ve been on one date with continue to text me once every few months. one has lasted over a year, and once i got fed up and answered and he was surprised i actually responded. i’ve had males tell me how i should be and act. I’ve had males threaten to find me. I’ve had males tell me how I should rule my poly relationship. I’ve had a guy take advantage of me after clearly outlining what i wasn’t ok with. I’ve had males drive out to me when I told them not to and never indicated i wanted to deal with them. this especially makes me have anxiety attacks. I hate male anger and violence and their boy humor. I’ve had them act conceited just because they’re a year or two older than me and moved out of their parents house. I don’t hate all males, moreover i see everyone as a person UNTIL they act shitty or i learn more about THEM. if a male becomes shitty towards me then he’s a /guy/
idk what else to say right now but those are my issues and honestly my main one is my parents.
