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8GB Black Capsule

It's very important that I entrust this item to someone I could, well, trust. The last person I told about this memory card, didn't even know what it was after I told him again about it months ago. Too bad. I thought I could trust him with something this important to me. But I suppose if someone just doesn't give a crap, they don't really give a crap and I can't blame them for it. It's totally understandable. Perhaps I'd consult one of my brothers this time around. I know one of us that I could really trust to remember and execute the task once the time for it has come. I will have to find the strength to open it up and prepare the contents of this black capsule. I don't know when I will need it sent to her. I do hope that I get to send it myself, as promised... But for the meantime, I don't think I will be able to open this again and work on what's inside.

What's inside? The files inside this black capsule will have to be the most prized possessions I have in my life. So far. To put it simply, all my things could burn (knock on wood) for all I care. But this one item I will protect with my life. It has photos, videos, texts and diary entries I promised to show her when our ultimate ending comes. May it be a good ending or a bad one. Unfortunately, we didn't get the good one... It's quite a shame. And it hurts quite a bit. For some reason, I can't help but worry about it. I'm afraid that if I suddenly pass away and I don't tell anyone about this memory card, I won't be able to rest in peace or something... I must find someone to entrust this item to before I lose the chance to do so.

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Busy & Occupied

I've been quite busy lately, compared to how my life was counting a few months or years back. And it's basically all about two things for me. One, to distract my mind from going to places I'd very much rather forget. And two, an attempt to turn my life around and achieve my dreams. And I intend to do anything with all my power to sort of work on the things I need to improve aspects of my life. I'm studying and trying to finish my French courses so I can either go for a University studies or maybe a Trade profession if I'm feeling lazy/cheap. I need a good career if I wanna be financially reliable and I've learned from past experiences that you can be a very sweet guy, kind and respectful, but if you're poor, it's still a tough world to live in. Money talks, unfortunately. And I've come to embrace this notion. I'm training as well. Not only to keep my physical well being healthier and fit, but to prepare myself for a way of life I've been looking into for quite some time now. I'd like to believe that I'm a nice and a very kind person already, so I figured, I might as well work on the physical aspects of myself. And so I dedicate my time to training myself and just basically trying to be cut. Not muscular, but just cut. Doing my best to eat healthier this time around as well. So far, so good. And I'm seeing results. I'm glad to be dedicating my time for things that are for a change, for myself and not for others.

This message spent at least 2 weeks in my draft. This is how much I've been occupied. Though, I do tend to make time for my friends if needed be. I've lost quite a bit and they're the only good parts of my life left that I cannot afford to lose. However, I am no stranger to a life of solitude. And I am not afraid to come back to how I used to be.

To all that currently follow this blog. I thank you very much for still being here despite my very low activity and the fact that this one's quite new as well. And to those that just recently followed me as well, I thank you very much.