It was early, the sky looking like a giant bruise as the sun started to slowly inch it’s way out. There were a million ways to describe a colour like that — the hue of flowers grown in Eleven, fruits well-stocked in the kitchen he missed at home, even the wigs Capitolites wore around the Tower.
Roman only understood violence. Anything else would have felt as strange as sleeping in another person’s bed. Fuck, he missed his bed. He’d spent the night tossing and turning on a pile of whatever scraps he could salvage from the hovercraft on the dirty floor of the platform. Going back inside that death trap was the last thing he wanted to do, but it wasn’t like he had much of a choice. It seemed impossible that he would have to survive on the supplies in the hovercraft while the other tributes could do it just by foraging. Roman wanted it all to end.
On the second day of the 126th Hunger Games, he’d gotten up at the break of dawn to do just that.
He packed whatever he could manage for his meals in his pockets. If the mutts roaming the arena caught his scent, so be it. Roman would rather take his chances in the jaws of an animal than he would starvation. After begrudgingly sorting through the supplies, he tore a seat belt off from one of remaining seats and used it to secure the trident across his back. Roman hated it. He’d almost died for something he didn’t even want to use. Though he tried to practice with it the night before, it felt too off-balance for his liking. It was better than nothing — but not by much.
Mason was still sleeping and Roman almost felt bad for waking him up. It didn’t seem right to drag him along, though. He’d already saved his life once, how could he ask Mason to do that again especially with an injury? Worse would be to bring his friend along on something that could get him killed. Whatever mess he was getting into was his alone to burden.
They were both tried and true Careers, but they couldn’t be any more different from one another. He should have hated a district partner like that. One who was kind and considerate despite having trained to be anything but. Mason probably thought twice about taking a life, maybe a part of him even felt bad. Roman, on the other hand, hadn’t even let the blood dry off his shirt before he began planning how to hunt the remaining tributes. He only respected his friend all the more for it. Friend — he didn’t have much in the arena, but it calmed the nagging feeling in his chest to know he had one, at the very least.
“Mason, I’ll be back,” he started, reassuring the other tribute. Roman went over it in his head a thousand times, but he wanted him to know that he would find his way back to Mason one way or another.
“I need to take care of things. I can’t bring you along, but I know you’ll be fine. I left more than enough so don’t go through it all at once. If we run into any trouble, just come back to the hovercraft and we’ll find each other here. Watch out for the girl from One. The girl from Seven, too. Everett’s had his fair share of accidents so I know they’re looking out for that arm of yours. We’re going to bring one of us home for Two, don’t forget that.”
Roman spoke as if he wouldn’t be seeing his friend again. Knowing the Hunger Games, there was a chance he might not.
“I’ll be back, alright? I’ll be back.”
He didn’t wait for an answer. If Mason had asked, Roman wouldn’t have left the platform for the entirety of the Games. So, he stepped onto the rope bridge before he could say otherwise.
Before he descended lower into the arena, he took a moment to look over the treetops from that high up. Not admire, not bask, but just to simply look. Roman liked the sunrise in Two better.