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I’m terrified of fire. Small fires to cook are ok but when I see things on fire, I usually get really bad anxiety attacks. This probably comes from the fact that I saw a building on fire for two days and two nights while it was raining at less than 50 meters from where I lived at the time and three cars on fire below the window of my apartment with one menacing to explode with the fire being at less than two meters of my window before the firemen arrived, that traumatized me.
I’m a really good cook… when I actually have the motivation to cook but I hardly let people taste the food I make. My roommates, when I was living in Berlin, always wanted me to cook but in the end, they were the ones who cooked for me but I have never cooked for them no matter how much they wanted to taste my chicken with curry! (That was just perfect in many ways! xD)
I’m someone who… might be a bit too honest at times. I’m sure people who know me a bit know about that but it’s not exactly only with RPing that I’m like that but with everything. For example, this week, I exchanged a few mails with a guy who was in classes and in an internship with me a few years back. He was asking me about a couple of things that I might have experienced at work, telling me of how awesome my skills and my portfolio was. I asked him for his portfolio and when I saw it, I really was like “how does this guy even have a job?” <.< Well, needless to say, I told him EVERYTHING I believed sucked in his portfolio and on his website… *cough* Since I haven’t received a reply, he probably didn’t appreciate it… Not that I care since criticism is something we had to deal with on a daily basis at school and something I really wished I had more of on my work. If he’s not able to deal with that and only wants praise, I think he’s not suited for this kind of job.
I’m not one to stand any bullshit. I calmed down a lot compared to when I was younger (I was impossible to deal with back in the day) but I still have a low tolerance to it even if it’s hard to really annoy me. In this regard, I don’t make any difference if the person is someone I’ve known for a while, a member of my family, a close friend, someone I barely know… Everyone gets the same treatment and it’s really easy for me to loose interest in even people who are close to me because of this.
I’m starting to feel bad about my RPing skills because I’m seeing everyone around me improving a lot, slowly getting their own style when I have the feeling I’m completely stuck at a level that’s far from being bad but not excellent either… The problem is that, on the other side, I don’t care anymore what I’m doing with my blogs and muses as long as I’m having fun and since I’m certainly having fun at least here on Aoi, well… How does my mind even work? I have no idea if I care too much or don’t give a fuck anymore. asdfghjklkjhgfdfghjkjhgfrtyuikokjhgfd