Hey there you darling you! So I told you earlier this year that I was focusing on me. Not "new me better me better version of me" but BRAND NEW ME. Basically it comes down to my health. My kids. My relationship. My business. My career. My friendships. My sleep. My grocery shopping rage. My driving rage. My anger. My sadness. My lack of feels. My exhaustion. You with me? When you hyperventilate during meditation you have to step back and figure out whats wrong. Why am I failing? Why do I try so hard but get no where? I'm not a salmon. My life doesnt mean swim up stream, reproduce and die. I know that I'm being dramatic as can be but I want you to understand the anxiety that goes on in my brain on top of all of this! I am selflessly putting myself first this year. :) At ALL costs! #Selfless #caringforacaregiver #nothinglefttogive #selflesslyme (at Rowdy Royals with Lexy)