#selphine

[chewedfriedshrimp]

Selphine Rughzenhaide

Some icons I made! Feel free to use.

[v-e-rtigo-blog]

oh god ok

that day back in july when everything was good we bought two packs of cigs and the three of us went to the LG where we just sat and smoked and talked for hours and it started raining and everyone moved off the grass except for us because were young and a little dumb and who cares if you catch a cold, were in paris and then i sing In The Jungle cuz its the only lullaby I know all the words to and im in love im so in love w where i am and who im w and who i am and its all gone now

[cottoncandycruu]

selphine fron the vn fault. i drew her for an art trade with a friend ovo

commission me

[skytheservicedog]

Hey do your best!!! I'm sure of all us will understand if you need to take time off! I hope things improve for you :>

Thank you so much! Right now I’m just struggling with my C-PTSD and DID and therapy is really rough. So I’m kind of unstable right now but I am trying to be active since I really love connecting with ya’ll! So things may be a bit slow for a while but I promise I’m still going to try to post!

Also, I am currently obsessed with a DnD game I am running so that takes up most of my time as well, lol. 

[v-e-rtigo-blog]

ok

so im just gonna be done like cammie flat out said that selphine has made her decisions on me w out her and that however she acts towards me is her own choice and honestly? im so hypocritical cuz i yell at my sister for not realizing when the boy she likes isnt going to ask her out but im doing the same thing in a way? im waiting for selphine to take up our relationship up again and its not going to happen and its sad yes but its probs better for the both of us anyway and i just need to stop tagging her in things and trying to talk to her cuz god knows shes probs just cringing at everything i do anyway

[v-e-rtigo-blog]

i am so lucky?? oh my god

i am so happy im talking to friends all around the world ive met my soulmates (even if i lost one im so blessed to know her) my mutuals are blessings im alive at a time that music is so fun and free im so happy

[v-e-rtigo-blog]

its not my place to make decisions for her or anyone for that matter so i just have to let it go let it go let it go

[v-e-rtigo-blog]

how long does it fucking take to fix a broken heart cuz its been three months and i still get upset over tiny things. i just have this sinking feeling things are never going to get better again and ill have lost my soulmate and shell stay w cammie who is toxic and theyll do all the things we used to do and. i cant breathe when i think about it