#semiushiten

[osamusbigtits]

"I'm sorry," tendou whispers into the quiet, dark room.

he's met with silence. he wraps his arms around his pillow, squeezing tight to keep himself from running over to the other side and begging for forgiveness.

"how'd you know I was here?" semi asks quietly. tendou looks over to the doorway where semi stands against the doorway.

tendou wonders if it'd be weird to say he recognized semi's soft breaths, could hear his gentle, careful footprints. so tendou doesn't answer.

semi walks into the room and slides into bed. tendou doesn't risk reaching out

"I'm sorry, too," semi says, voice even softer than it was before.

tendou frowns. every time they fight, semi always apologizes. even if it was all tendou's fault. "it's not-"

semi doesn't give tendou the chance to finish. "I think it's just hard with wakatoshi gone," semi says, still apologizing. tendou can't help but agree, though. "I miss him."

"me, too," tendou says softly.

while tendou has experience with long distance, back when he was living in france and still dating ushijima. it was hard at first, but they found a way to deal.

semi joined their relationship after tendou moved back to japan. ushijima still had to travel for volleyball. tendou assumes ushijima would die before retiring from volleyball.

"I'm sorry," semi says again.

this time, tendou want to shush him. to take all the blame.

he takes a deep breath and reaches out to semi.

semi tucks himself into tendou's chest and tendou feels like he can breathe easier.

"at least we don't have to worry about him sleeping with a fan," tendou jokes, trying to lighten the mood.

semi laughs.

tendou presses his forehead against semi's. "we're okay?" semi asks and tendou nods.

[osamusbigtits]

USHISEMITEN

i could rant and rave about this ship omg I love them so much.

with this specific polycule, I really see ushijima as asexual. I mean, I see him as ace kinda on and off anyway, but for this pokycule specifically, he is asexual. not sex repulsed though. that is important.

tendou and semi have so much chaotic tension between them and ushijima is just their buffer. like that's not entirely the dynamic, but also it's part of the dynamic. bc tendou will be a little shit. semi will get annoyed and start being a little shit back. but then it all stops as soon as ushijima enters the room.

anyway, tendou and semi cuddle each other a lot. like constant touching and affection all the time. I think they're a little codependent but would never admit it. I also think ushijima is not the biggest fan of physical things in general, but also it's ok when his boyfriends do certain things. like he loves to hold their hands, he loves to kiss. he's ok with tendou sitting in his lap, he's ok with semi hugging his arm when they sit on the couch together.

they all show affection in weird ways.

tendou says weird compliments and he will push boundaries a bit. but at the same time he stops right at the boundary line to show that he does know their limits and will not cross that line.

I think semi gets a bit unsure of himself, so he shows affection in subtle ways so if it gets rejected, he can brush it off. his boyfriends love everything he does. he tends to acts of service, like cleaning and cooking lunch and doing chores the others don't like to do. he also loves quality time. a lot of parallel play happens with this trio.

ushijima can be blunt with his words. he says how he feels. because he likes to be clear because that's how he best understands things and he also wants to make sure that it's clear to semi and tendou that he loves them. he also likes to be helpful, I think. so he offers any help he can whenever he can. also. I think he likes to kiss his boyfriends shoulder in a small, subtle gesture occasionally. he also likes that they get so flustered when he does it.

nsfw below

semi and tendou are kinda sorta horny bastards. like I think they get a little freaky with things. and ushijima isn't always involved, but he is curious what his boyfriends are doing. he's also curious about why they like it.

so there will be a bdsm session, where tendou may be domming and explaining why semi likes it and what semi likes to ushijima. semi fucking loves those sessions.

it's not always kinky as hell. there are a lot of softer, intimate moments because it's the only time where semi feels confident enough to just say what he wants but then it gets tendou all flustered but it also is the best way to get through to tendou.

ushijima will have sex with his boyfriends occasionally. he thinks it's fun, but he has to be in the mood, yknow? he also tends to be a lot softer and super intimate and it always makes semiten feel like they're going to explode.

[osamusbigtits]

I love semi and tendou and I think they would do everything they can to annoy each other but they do love each other. and ushijima also loves them.

[osamusbigtits]

tendou: I'm gonna be honest-

semi: please don't be

tendou: everytime ushijima speaks, I am only thinking about sucking his dick

semi:

semi: yeah, me too