secret love / dk & joshua ❁
inspired by ‘secret love song’ by little mix [x]
As you drive me to my house
I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down
You and I both have to hide on the outside
Where I can't be yours and you can't be mine
“That was a fun date huh?” Joshua squeezed your hand while keeping his eyes on the road.
You nodded, eyes piercing through the window to look at the city lights flashing across the streets. It was past midnight and the streets seemed pretty empty. A perfect time it seemed for Joshua to take you out on a date. You two could never go out in day time, never be seen with each other just because of who you were.
“You’re so quiet...why?” The car came to halt. You was now in front of your small home that was blurry in your eyes because of the sudden emotions overpowering you.
You shook your head, pulling at the door handle to get out the thick atmosphere,”Nothing Josh, i’l see you next time.”
“Josh? Next time? Baby what’s wrong?” He pulled at my hand.
Your eyes finally landed on him and his heart was broken at the sight. His girl was crying so hard that she was breathing more heavy then before. Her eyes was bloodshot red.
“I can’t do this anymore,” You cried.
Joshua wasted no time of getting out the car and walking over to your side, opening the door and pulling you up to him. His arms were secured around your body, muttering ‘shhss’ and ‘I know, i know’ over and over again.
“I promise you one day we won’t have to do this anymore.”
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours
Here you were, about to go on stage with your boyfriend to perform a ballad. You looked over at the grinning boy to make sure he was ready. He looked around for his manager before dashing over to you.
“Good luck love, i’ll be right there.” He hurriedly placed his lips on your heated forehead before running back to his spot.
You were a blushing mess with all the stares that you were getting from bystanders that were passing by backstage. When the MC’S called you two out on stage, the only thing you could hear in your mind was what Seokmin had told you. You walked out to all the cheers and clapping.
Midway through the song you were starting to get emotional. Not bu the song but by the fact that this was your boyfriend you was singing with but you would never be able to actually say that. You would never be able to just walk closer to him and pull him into a kiss that you were waiting for. You was longing for his touch but the fans couldn’t know that. A tear fell down your cheeks as you missed a line. Seokmin covered it for you but walked closer to you to rub your back. That’s all he could do.
After finishing the song, you rushed off stage.
You ignored him as you ran away from everything. You just wanted things to be normal.
