dear those who are 'all but gone, yet never forgotten'
send me one “dear—” and i’ll write a letter.
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2016.11.092112H ✉
Dear Those Who Are 'All But Gone, Yet Never Forgotten',
Ah, yes, the people in my life that I miss greatly every single day. I guess that's where I'll start then: I miss you all. Sure, life goes on, and I understand that each and every single one of you have reasons as to why we can't really see or talk regularly anymore. That doesn't make it any easier though; understanding why doesn't automatically make me stop wanting you all were still around. Wherever you all are, I hope you're happy and doing well. If one day, you might want to drop by or come back for good, just know that I'm going to be here, waiting for you with open arms. You're people that I will never forget because you all made deep and lasting marks with me.
And now, let me go down the line, one by one:
Minhyuk-oppa ( @drummerkang ), I miss you a lot honestly. I've become bolder in saying this because you're never really here to see it and make fun of me for it, haha. You were my best friend and big brother through some really tough times and we went through so much together. We could talk about anything and everything, from the silliest things, to more serious life problems. I think it's hard to find someone you can connect with in that manner. Every now and then you drop by still, and I really appreciate that. I hope you show your face again soon - let me play with Chichi and Ttatta while I update you with my life, heh. Thank you for everything, oppa.
Suji ( @sujjico ), my bae, my one and only bae. I love you a lot, you know that? My sweetest, my love, the person I wanted to be by my side through everything. I know things were a bit strained with us around the time you left - like we were on good terms, we were friends, but things were just... different. I guess because we were moving towards directions. But that just means I miss you so much more. I know you're really busy (can't expect any less from the nation's Bae Suzy!), but maybe we can meet soon and catch up. Never forget you're my only bae!
Soojung ( @soojunq-archive-deactivated2016 )! I've seen you go through much, and I thought that was going to go on for a long time yet, to be honest. But I understand your need to go - I've always said I'll support your decisions, and the one to leave, even if it made me sad, is no exception. You've gone through so many highs and lows, and I will always be proud of how you've grown from all that experience. Wherever you are, I hope you're happy and like, you know, content.
Daehyun ( @jungdaehun ), hey. I'm not sure if there's anything I can still say, that I haven't yet said to you directly. Well, I guess I'm never really forthcoming about how much I really miss you - it feels kind of weird to just say that, all things considered. But I do - I think about you a lot, you know? And I wish for your happiness. We still see each other every now and then, for which I'm really glad for. But I know you're still.. going through things, and it makes me sad that I can't do anything about it. But really, truly, I know you'll manage, yeah? Don't waste your smiles and your laughter, Jungdae. I'm always going to be here for you.
Yuna-unnie ( @seoyvna ), heh. I mean technically, you're here, with me, always, right? But at the same time - no, not really. We were here from the start, you and me, for each other. You've always faded away from me so much though, despite all the times that you tried to come and be here for me, it never really stuck. I love you though, so much. You and me, we were a unit, and if you ever come back, that's never going to change. You've always called me your pricness, but to be honest, to me that's you. My lovely Daisy, I miss you so much.
Always waiting,Mina
