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finally talking to one of the people that ive been avoiding like a plague, not out of maliciousness or whatever — but because my mental health has been dogshit and ive just been masking it by making these silly little posts.
everytime someone finally checks on me, i just – shutdown in a way, i don't have any energy to even put my borders or uuggh..
personal bullshit, yes im ranting about it. i've been crying over this
dont ever promise me bullshit, just to back out on it at the last fucking second. you gave me false hope for what bro, you've been giving me false hope for weeks.
i'd completely understand if you told me earlier, but no — it's like you suddenly forgot i existed because now you only talk to me, if there's drama or if you need something (ex: me being a placeholder for one of our other friends)
don't bullshit me bro, if you're planning to unfriend me, just say it straight-up. or better yet, tell me in person because i'm beyond pissed off and it's hard as shit to piss me off.
i don't care that you're not confrontational because you want everyone to be happy and positive, you literally went from my best friend to just a friend.
like dude, i get it. we have lives other than being revolved around our friends, we have jobs; we're going to become fucking adults. the world doesn't revolve around solely us.
but, you keep making promises, getting my hopes up, just to snatch that shit back at the last minute/last second— and now you suddenly want to walk with someone else for graduation???
idunno bro im fuvking tired as shit.
bro someone came up to me asking why i sit with my hand holding my neck like im trying to choke myself
and its a bad habit i have, but she was like "you're triggering me, if you do it again im telling the teacher" what is this... elementary?? 😭
IM GOING TO RIP MY ENTIRE FOREHEAD SKIN OFF IF THIS PIMPLE DOESNT GO AWAY, I ALREADY TRIED A PIMPLE PATCH. I ALREADY TRIED POPPING IT, I DID THE TOOTHPASTEMETHOD
GOAWAAAYYY
i'm starting to think that my friends are slowly replacing me because why did i get a side-eye and ignored, when i went to say hi to them while they were standing in a mini circle with some other friends.
mind you i say hi to them, every morning if i'm able to and they always expect a hug... honestly it's whatever. if i end up with no friends before i finally graduate, i'll just live my life as i planned out in middle school.
alone. also, this may sound corny — but that's fine too.
ill never be able to reach being a true jirai danshi
1. im too broke for anything
2. i dont wanna wear makeup cause im too insecure
3. ILL NEVER ACHIEVE THE LOOK i have this stupid fucking tan and like i hate living i hate this.
