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House of Wax

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[ I’m so glad im not the only person who cant ship them ]

i can literally only see it as a non-con pairing. there aren't feelings on either side-- i don't believe lucifer ever loved sam. he wanted to use him, that's it. sure, he never lied, sure, he did the whole "m.f.e.o." thing, but that was just to get under sam's skin.

people seem to forget that lucifer hates humans. sam really isn't an exception to this rule-- and how lucifer can love sam after he ends up being his downfall? i just. it's like shipping dean and alastair for me. just. no.

and then sam? how can someone think, after him becoming a blubbering mess in s7, that he has romantic feelings for lucifer? i just.

[nickmonroethedevilsvessel]

[ ➳ Do you still miss your family? If you could see them for one more day, what would you do? ]

Yes, of course I do. I miss my family everyday. And that answer depends on something: this one day, is it how I am now, or how I was before? If it’s how I was before, I’d probably be one to take Sarah out places for a few hours, show her a damn good time. I’d do whatever she wanted to do. Even if it wasn’t my favorite thing to do. And then I’d hold my kid as much as I could.

If it was how I am now. I’d do similar things, but more… inside than out, considering I’m not near as extroverted anymore. I’d make sure both of them were happy the best I could. I’d make sure that both of them, even Toby, who wouldn’t quite understand the concept of love yet, knew that I loved them. I don’t think I’d spend a minute away from either of them for that whole day unless Sarah wanted me to.

[nickmonroethedevilsvessel]

[ ➳ What one thing do you remember most profoundly from when Lucifer possessed you? ]

I do remember quite a bit. I remember certain things he let me be awake to see and what have you. But I think the thing I remember the most is the chill of the ice, so to speak. It was an overpowering feeling. So, so cold. A constant frigid temperature where I felt like I could die because of it, but I never quite did. It was a lot of what kept me under a sleep most of the time. And it was a weird form of unintentional torture for me because even as I ‘slept,’ I was constantly in need of some sort of warmth that I didn’t get. Not even when I first woke up. I mean technically, the cold was all in my head after he dropped me, but It took months before the after affects of the mental chill wore off. It’s a wonder that I still like winter as much as I do.

[aphnxrising]

[ ➳ What's the happiest memory you have from your time in heaven? ]

I-to be honest my very first memories are my happiest. Seeing Gabriel's face and then Balthazar's as an infant. Right then and there I bonded with both of them, we became inseparable. 

I don't like to think of it much though, because they are both dead, one by my hand. But I loved-love them and their faces on that day are my happiest memory.

[aphnxrising]

[ ➳ What is the difference between your relationship with Dean and Sam? ]

To be honest, this is not an easy question for me to answer. If you asked me when I first met them, I'd of course say the bond between Dean and I was more profound. Now, I am-I would say equally bonded with both. Sometimes I go to Dean for things out of habit, but I admire Sam as much as I admire Dean. They both have a strength in them I can only dream of. They, for a lack of a better term, are my heroes.

I love them both. They both have a place in my heart. I would gladly give my life for both of them. 

I connect with them differently. With Dean I am a warrior. With Sam I tap into my intellectual side. They both have a balancing affect on me. 

[x--ardsbogpa]

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     --- "There seems to be more demons than I remember.      Which one are you?"