#seven hundo

[icatchfoxes]

"Go be happy" you said. "I'm trying" I said.

I cried. I don't want you to think it was because I was sad, because I wasn't and am not. I cried because I know you'll be around, and this might just be the first time in my life I have actually believed that it would be for the duration. I can't thank you enough times or with enough words. You are the best friend I could possibly ask for, and I hope you never forget how much you mean to me. 

[icatchfoxes]

The way things turn out depends on our simultaneous duality

I sat alone in your room counting the pieces that came from everything falling apart the night before

Where I'd felt safe I now feel alone and useless I think you understand I don't really want you to

Rebuilding will take awhile Construction is dangerous You may fall in a void And get trapped there forever

For your sake I need you to be simultaneously as close as possible and the farthest away you have ever been

from anyone.