if sehun were out of the picture, would you have started dating changkyun once the misunderstanding was cleared up?
it’s not as if she hasn’t thought of it herself. having to actually acknowledge an answer though? certainly something she’s pushed off as much as she could.
“ that’s not something i can answer on my own. i don’t know what he would want and . . . there’s no going back to that summer. ” and it goes unsaid that, truthfully, elias might forgive her, already has seemed to forgive her for it, but she doesn’t believe she deserves it. she ran away from asking him the truth, from clearing things up herself when it happened.
“ dating is . . . ” well, attachment is terrifying. losing anyone . . . why put herself through that again? “ it’s not just about sehun. putting it that way isn’t fair to any of us. ”