#shadow-embracer

[valorblooded]

shadow-embracer replied to your post: anonymous asked:M!A: Blind for tw...

-had come by with chinese food- -stops when he see’s the other more or less fumbling around- Uh, Connor..? You loose your glasses or something, love..?

*head perks up* *looks into his general direction*

E-er... Avius.... I need a little bit of help, haha.

[valorblooded]

-crawls in next to Connor, quickly wrapping his arms around the american's neck- -holds his head to his chest, simply running his shaky fingers through the blonde hair, reveling in the softness- -kisses the top of his head, murmuring softly- Goodnight, love.. I will be here when you wake, that I swear..

*makes a small sound when he was moved but quickly relaxes* *wraps his arms around the other's middle, holding him just as close*

Goodnight, Avius. *for once, it doesn't take him hours to drift off*

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-he returns the kiss, a rush of relief falling over him like a tidal wave- -doesn't realize he had begun to shake, but he's smiling even wider- I love you so much, Connor.. And even when I was half a world away, you were always in my thoughts.. -realizes he's exhausted, giving a small tug to his hands- C'mon love.. Let's lay down for the night.. We'll talk more tomorrow..

*reluctantly lets him go* *it is rather late*

...Alright, lets go. *takes the other's hand and takes him to the bedroom* *honestly doesn't want to let Avius go even for a minute right now*

*once there, pulls the blankets back and rolls in before patting the place right next to him*

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-both sides of his head is shaved, his mohawk down for the night- -entire arms covered in tattoos now- -but he's much more healthier looking, clearly eating and sleeping properly- -uses his thumb to brush away the american's tears, resting his forehead against his, whispering in a shaky breath- N-never again.. Gods be good, I-I've missed you, so m-much..

*opens his eyes when their foreheads touch*

S-Same, love, same. *gives a happy but tired smile* *gives his lips a small kiss*  Love y-you a lot.

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-gives a half sob, half laugh, squeezing him tighter- -buries his face into the american's neck, whispering between sobs- I'm never leaving again. I can't. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry.. I was so lost without you.. -words just kind of crumble to nonsense, trying to control his breath-

*lifts a hand up to stroke the other's hair wow oh wow*

*returns the tight embrace*

Y-You better n-not, e-ever do it again. *cries silently* 

[valorblooded]

-lets out a small noise as he's held, not even bothering to brave away the tears- -hugs the american tight, squeezing his eyes shut, memorizing every movement- -God above, he missed Connor for so long- I know... I know..

*getting Avius' shoulder all wet with his tears* 

*voice cracks a little*

C-Could've sent a text to tell me you're a-alive or something.

[valorblooded]

-Aw shit, the words that could make anyone panic- -but he remains calm for once, taking the ladder down the side of the building and made his way toward Connor's place- -hesitates a moment before slowly pushing the door open, allowing his eyes to adjust to the lights- -finds his voice, but almost lets it crack from his nerves- Connor..?

*as soon as he hears that door open* *he's got his arms wrapped around the guy, snuggley*

*just, holds him*

*mumbles*

You're a real jerk, ya know that?

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-okay now he has a full blown smile, laughing as he shakes his head- -slowly brings his gaze towards the window Connor's peering out of, giving a nervous smile at him through the glass- -quickly busies himself with his reply- "Okay, fair enough, you dork.. But, I'm back. For good this time."

*he returns the smile, though it's more relaxed*

*looks back at the phone and oh* ... *rubs at his eyes a little, not trying to let the guy see him tear up at the simple text* *he really did miss him*

*moves from the window and replies*

"Took you long enough. Hurry up and get in here, we need to talk."