#shadowfoxkid5

[jyushimatsurepliez]

I know it’s hard but you gotta be strong for her and with her!! Help her not make her life ever harder for herself!! Please do your best!!!!

[ichimatsureplies]

Hey, ichimatsu, do you like foxes?

They resemble cats a little bit.

[jyushimatsurepliez]

My dad has told me that I'll never make it in the real world because of my panic attacks, anxiety and depression, he's called me fat when i comfort eat and gave me social anxiety to where I can't eat in public, my rejection sensitive dysphoria (which I just found out yesterday was another symptom of my ADHD) isn't helping as usual and I really need a hug and encouragement

Proof you can make it!! I believe in you!!

Also your dad’s a total butt for saying all those mean things to you!! Don’t listen to mean things!!

[jyushimatsurepliez]

I've been snapping a rubber band around my wrist to try and keep from scratching up my arms from anxiety and depression, i don't really know if its good because im still technically self harming and I don't wanna stop and go back to scratching because I've been 3 weeks clean and I want to try to break my record of a month and a half but I really don't know how to feel about the rubber band

You gotta start with stuff like this sometimes even if it hurts too!! The rubber band will die before your skin anyway!!

[jyushimatsurepliez]

Its been about a month since I've hurt myself with my tools (scratching up my arm with the skrewdriver) and I think I've been doing pretty well, I've thought about doing it every day but it wasn't as strong of an urge as before, maybe it was just stress over school making the urge so strong, the rubber bands have really helped too

Thanks for the good news and for being strong!! Keep doing your best, okay?? =D

[jyushimatsurepliez]

Im feeling really self destructive, can i have a hug and kind words please?

And then it’ll be the world’s loss! And your loss! Everyone’s loss!! Because there’s really great things to enjoy in life, even in the very sucky moments where it doesn’t look like it! Please take care of yourself, ‘kay? Nobody deserves to self-destruct, and I believe in you!!

[jyushimatsurepliez]

Im sorry. I hurt myself again. Everything was just to much. I'm so sorry.

Congratulations for doing your best! You’ve got so much strength in you!

[jyushimatsurepliez]

Blessed be, its been another month clean now and a lot has happened I changed my URL during a mental breakdown (it used to be shadowfoxkid5) Ive been recognizing the abusive behaviors of my family as well as my own emotions better Suffices to say this has been both the easiest and hardest month to stay clean, the worst of it was a couple days ago when a friend said he was going to kill himself (he seems alright now) and I almost cut But now im double my previous record and hope to keep going

Record performance!! Amazing!!