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05.04.2023
09.25.19
i miss my best friend
a soulmate in friendly armor
you're all but gone
where do you live now
besides my mind?
did you hurt me?
or
was it me who hurt you?
danny do you still see me
everything that i am
whatever i will be
do you love me, despite it all
or have i gone just as far
where you can't reach me
would you even try?
-S.Shanks
Why create anything anymore. Nothing matters.
I started smoking for something to do with my hands...
Im having an existential crisis
About all the places ive seen just once
The rooms and scenes ive visited so shortly
That barely a stone turned under my watch
Do they keep me filed away.
An energy memory, minuscule and locked down deep
Was i real, imagined, or a hypothetical piece of those puzzles
Or a useless passing heap?
Im having an existential crisis,
Theres safety in briefness.
Theres fear in longevity and wrongness in my bones.
Im existentially oppressed, distressed, undone. I guess.
-S
June 12, 2023