#sharedtea

[jownuhism]

We should be sleeping by now but we're out dining. #newfriends #goodfood #cozy #dine #foodporning #sharedtea

[moxnchxld-blog]

A talk over a cup of coffee I prefer Tea though >.<

Me and this certain friend of mine always go to a cafe or tea shops. This habit of ours in releasing our stress and talk things over. School is stressful. Friends are headaches. Parents are unbearable. Life is a shit. Consuming us up, feed us up, up, up and awaaaaaaay. We lost control of the steering wheel called mind and here we are, conversing about "this","these","that" and "those" over a latte/tea/coffees/water(?).

How we talked about how things go by, how people act differently, how things made, how our minds are sooo twisted. Well, we are. We just don't act that we are. Holding back? yes, than regret later.

We are two different people with different mind set. He thinks about rainbows and butterflies while I'm thinking about well many to mention >.>

We don't do compromising most of the time but we do settle things. We argue on simple things cause we don't see it too simple. We are amazed by plain stuff and how simple boring human creation could be fascinating[what a retard].

I wish I could reach out to him and bring him out on his current dilemma. But I can't, I think I'm not the right person to drag him out on his own hell. I want to be the person he could trust and he can lean on. The person he could rely on and talk with. I'm not a bad companion though, I tell you. I just hate sarcasms and mockery. Bad for my ego. His sarcasms and stupid remarks that made me want to kick his balls hard (LMAO XD).

He got this stupid joke..

"How to prevent a girl from choking?"

"Step two meters away from her."

It took five minutes for me to realize what was his joke was really about =.=

Well since, I'm writing this blog I might write my thoughts awhile ago.

I realize my parents are not really OPEN-MINDED on things. They stick to the rules. They stick to what is the custom. And what I hate the most, is how they stick to their religion that sometimes I find so HYPOCRITICAL? Sometimes, I don't know anymore what to say. They're judgmental, just seeing things in the plain sight not digging what's deep with in. Persons who go over to conclusions not really observing whats underneath.

How I hate the feeling.

[How I wish I could think about butterflies, flowers and rainbows and pretend I'm happy, like an innocent or a naive girl just knowing that the world is "GOOD"]

Annyeong.