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Surprise Pt. 1 (Shawn Mendes x Reader)

(A/N) Here is a little two parter I thought of when @kafetschi mentioned Shawn at Victorias Secret Fashionshow to me. I hope you like it!

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: none

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One last breath and it was time to go. The assistant near the stage nodded towards me and I sat my right foot in front of my left foot. Loud music and deafening cheers erupted, and a big smile found its way onto my face. My hips swayed to the beat and I waved at the crowd, blowing kisses in every direction. It was a great honour to open a Victorias Secret Show, especially since I was the youngest model that’s ever walked one of their shows. At the end of the runway, I struck a pose and winked at the camera, before I blew it a kiss and turned around, walking back to the other end of the runway. I met another one of the models halfway and we smiled at each other and our fingers brushed while we walked by each other. By the time I reached the end, another model was starting to walk out, and I smiled at her, while I hurried behind the curtains to take of my outfit and put on the next one. My make-up got changed and someone quickly freshened up my hair. It went this way the hole evening, until it was time for the walk, I was most excited about. After all, my boyfriend was going to be performing on stage, during this walk. As the first cords of ‘Lost in Japan’ started, I started to dance and sing along, barely being able to wait for my turn. Through the television beside the line up of the models, I watched Shawn perform and grinned to myself. I still couldn’t believe that such a pure and beautiful human being was mine. The model in front of me began to walk and I took one step forward, staring at the assistant, waiting for the nod. And when It came, I could barely contain my joy. With a bit of an extra swing in my hips, I walked out onto the runway and saw my boyfriend’s back. I needed to physically stop myself from just running to him and throwing my arms around his neck. I walked to the beat of his song, one of my favourites, and sang along. I was still quiet far away when Shawn turned around and saw me. A grin spread across his lips and he ran to me. As soon as he was close to me, he held out his hand and I grabbed it, intertwining our fingers. Together we strut down the runway, him singing and me modelling. Short before the runway ended, he let go of my hand, but kept his arm high, as if he was still trying to touch me. I did a pose and send a wink towards the crowd at the far end, before I turned back to my boyfriend. He was now at the far back of the runway and smiled at me. And exactly at that moment, the music changed. He lowered his microphone and just stood before me. Then, the other models came out of the back and lined up along the runway, building a tunnel that led to Shawn. Each of them held a single flower and when I walked past them, they handed it to me. At the end, I had a whole bouquet of all my favourite flowers in my hand. Shawn took my empty hand in his and kneeled down in front of me. “I know that we don’t know each other for all that long and that proposing too soon is usually not a good idea, but I love you Y/N. I love you with all of my being and I never want to spend a day away from you. Both of our jobs take up a lot of time, but I want to spend every second that I have in this life, with you. So, if you’d do me the honour of becoming my wife, I’d be the happiest man alive.” My eyes were wide and the hand that held the flowers was trembling. “What kind of idiot would I be if I said ‘no’?” He chuckled and pulled a ring from the pocket of his jacket. Carefully, he slid it onto my left ring finger. When it was one, he looked up at me and shot me one of his adorable grins. Then he jumped to his feet and scooped me up, bringing me into a tight hug and a passionate kiss. Cheers erupted all around us and we were swarmed with people. All the models came over and congratulated me on my engagement. Some seemed honestly happy for me, others jealous. But I didn’t care, I had the man I’d always dreamed of. Speaking of him: while we were being swarmed by people and the commentator said his thanks and goodbye to the audience, Shawn didn’t let go of my hand even once. When everyone had calmed down, my parents, who had been there for my first show, were allowed onto the stage and hugged me and Shawn. All in all, it was the best time of my life. The second time we did the show, it went just as well, as the first. But this time, I was running with a glittering and sparkling silver band around my left ring finger.

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Better that way Pt. 3

(A/N) To make the start to the week sweeter (or not?) and since my bae @kafetschi is tired, I’ll post this today. Enjoy! <3

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: crying, cheating, pregnancy, yelling

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I’d been two weeks late already, when I finally decided to buy a pregnancy test. I walked to one of the nearest drug stores and bought two tests. What I hadn’t noticed was Sahwn’s agent who was in line right behind me. But he noticed me. “Y/N? Hey!” I turned around when he said my name, completely forgetting about the tests in my hand. “Hi. How are you?” He was about to answer when his eyes flickered to my hands and he saw the tests. “Are you pregnant?” His face was suddenly pale and his eyes went wide. “I-I don’t know. That’s why I’m buying the tests.” He sighed and ruffeled through his hair. “Ahm…okay. Wait for me after you bought the tests, okay?” Confused, I nodded. We didn’t talk while we waited in the queue, but I did wait for him afterward. When he got out he smiled at me. “Let’s get you home.” He drove me to my house and got out with me. When he noticed my confused look, he chuckled. “I just want to know what the tests say.” I nodded again and opened the door to my house, relieved that Shawn wasn’t there. I quickly offered the agent some tea before I went to the bathroom and too both tests. Then I walked back out. He waited with me until the tests showed the result. Positive.

“Wait. You are pregnant?!” I held my hand up, telling her to wait. As soon as he saw that I apperantely was pregnant, he grabbed me by the shoulders and stared at me with a serious glare. “Y/N, you need to listen to me right now, okay? You can’t tell Shawn that it’s his.” I stared at him. “W-What? Why?” He shook his head. “Because he is at the start of his career. A baby, a family would just slow him down. It could ruin everything he build for himself so far. He doesn’t know, does he?” I shook my head and he sighed in relief. “That’s good.” He let go of my shoulders and leaned ack, taking a sip of his tea. “So…what do you want me to do?” Everything he had said right now was making sense. “You have two options really. One, get an abortion.” I sat up straight and stared at him with wide eyes. That was the only thing I’d been sure about my whole life: I would never get an abortion. “Two, you tell him that it’s not his. Make up a story, you cheated and got knocked up.” My eyes found a spot on the floor that suddenly seemed very interesting. We sat there in silence, while I turned the options over in my head. The agent was right…well…almost. He missed that I had a third option: be honest. But that also meant that there was a chance for Shawn’s carreer to be ruined, something that I’d never want to happen. I had already decided what I would do, when Shawn walked in. He smiled at me in his typical adorable fashion and I couldn’t help ut smile back. I jumped up from the couch and walked to him, pressing a light kiss against his lips. “Hi.” He grinned and pecked my cheek, before his gaze wandered past me and landed on his agent. “Hey man, what are you doing here?” He walked over and the two did their typical manly hug thingy I never got. “Was around and met your girl. She offered me some tea and you know me, I can never decline some good tea.” Shawn chuckled and the two made small talk. While they chatted, my eyes wandered to the coffee table where the two tests had been lying until just now. Panic started to rise inside me. “Well, I have to leave either way. But, could I use your bathroom before I go?” Shawn nodded, about to show him where it was, but Iwas quicker. “Sure, come, I’ll show you.” I send the agent an anxious smile before I walked to the bathroom and held the door open for me. “The tests-!” He sushed me and grabbed something from his pocket. “I’ll throw them into the bin, okay?” I nodded and closed the door, hearing the lock turn. After the agent left, Shawn and I took some time to choose what we wanted to eat. But when we did, I started to cook, while he worked on some music. But then, I asked him to take the trash out and everything went to hell.

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Better that way Pt. 2

(A/N) I don’t know how many of you noticed, but I accidentelly posted this last night...upps. Anyway, now it’s up! Enjoy!

@kafetschi sorry and I love you! <3

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: crying, cheating, pregnancy, yelling

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I walked back into my house and glanced at the tomato sauce, quickly deciding that I wasn’t hungry anymore and that I’d clean up the next day. Instead, I went to my bedroom and looked around. Half of my drawers were empty now and I was already missing Shawn’s warmth next to me. With a defeated sigh, I flicked the lights off and quickly changed into some pyjamas. Falling onto my side of the bed, I grabbed my phone opening one unread text message.

With a huff, I connected my phone with the charger and placed it on top of my nightstand. I laid on my back staring up at the ceiling while my hand rubbed across the small bump that had already formed. “It will be okay. We’ll be okay.” I continued to trace circles over the bump and slowly drifted off to sleep, my thoughts busy with imagining a future with Shawn and our child.

My alarm had already gone off two times When it began again, I finally raised my head from the soft pillows and sat up. I whipped some dried drool from my chin and quickly put my hair into a messy bun. Pressing the ‘stop’ button on my phone, the alarm finally stopped and I unplugged to charger. While scrolling through my messages and notifications, I made my way to the kitchen, but when I saw the mess that had been made there, I turned right back around and walked to my bedroom again. I flopped down onto my bed and grabbed my phone, scrolling through the new messages. Nothing excited until I noticed a message from my older sister. It was a message with a link attached.

“What happened?”

I opened the link, a frown finding its way onto my face. It led me to a news page and there was an article about…Shawn and me. They used a screenshot from a TV report as a picture. Great…so it’s all over the news already. Just dandy.

Before I could respond to my sister, someone knocked on my front door. I sighed and got up, quickly walking to the door and opening it. I expected my sister our maybe the mailman, but not a journalist. “Y/N, why did Shawn and you break up?” He held the big microphone towards me, but I just threw my door right in his face. I quickly ran through my house and pulled all the curtains shut, drowning the crowd of press outside out. When my house was clad in darkness, I let myself fall onto my bed again. The exhaustion and frustration from the last few hours caught up with me again and soon I was a sobbing mess. Again. Eventually, I fell asleep.

A few hours later, a pounding headache woke me up. Confused, I looked around, before I finally noticed that it was not only my headache that was pounding. Someone was banging on my door and yelling my name. Trying not to move my head too much, I got out of bed and slowly made my way toward the front door. I was about to take a peek out of a window beside the door, but I recognized the voice before I had the chance. I pulled the door open to see my older sister stand in front of me. With a loud sob, I threw myself into her arms. She hugged me back without hesitation and gently mavoured me inside. After I calmed down a bit, she brought me to my living room and sat me down on the couch, before she walked to the kitchen and returned with a glass of water. She handed it to me and told me to drink, before she sat down beside me and pulled me into another hug. She gave me some time before she spoke. “Y/N…what happened?” Only now did I remember her message. One glance at her told me that she wouldn’t be content with a halfassed version of the story, so I began at the start.

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Better that way Pt. 7

(A/N) Okay, I can’t believe that we are already at Part 7! OMG! Anyway, please excuse my tardiness and enjoy this part. After all, it was literally demanded by @kafetschi that the next part is posted!

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: pregnancy, cheating, violence, cursing, yelling

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(Okay, this gif really doesn’t fit, but I just love how serious he gets once there is beer involved!)

The next few weeks were pure torture. Aside from all the news articles about our breakup, Y/N didn’t disappear from my mind for even one second. It’s been three and a half months since we split, eleven weeks, but no matter what I did, I couldn’t concentrate and sooner or later, my team had enough, and my agent decided that it would be best to take a few weeks off. I agreed, but quickly noticed that it was a bad idea. Lounging around all day really didn’t help taking my mind off of Y/N. So, my agent thought that it would be a good idea to go shopping. We drove to the local mall and window shopped. Some people noticed me and I took photos with fans, until I noticed something. At first I thought I was only imagining things, but soon I realized that I knew this sound. That laugh. That angelic sound that always caught my attention and brightened any environment. My head whipped around and I found her. Right there, maybe twenty meters away from me…with another man.

Y/N’s POV

I was so glad when Y/B/N suddenly appeared on our sister’s doorstep and announced that he would stay with us until the baby was here. Y/S/N wasn’t all too happy when he also announced that he would also stay in her house, but in the end, she was still glad, since that meant that there was another pair of eyes that would watch me like a hawk. He accompanied me to appointments and took me shopping, keeping me and my cravings happy and fulfilled and played with our nephew when I was too tired. He also helped me with college, which I was still trying to attend, even though it was already a pain in the ass. Or rather, the back. I was barely four months, but my belly already started to show, and all the typical pains started. My breasts were sensible as hell and I complained more about my back then our grandma. Talking about a showing belly, I was at the mall with Y/B/N, shopping for maternity clothing, since my jeans just wouldn’t fit me anymore and I got tired of wearing leggings all the time. Anyway, while we were shopping, I heard a voice. Even though it was one in many, it sounded so damn clear in my ears, I couldn’t believe it. I slowly turned around, without letting go of Y/B/N and there he was. Surrounded by fans, but his eyes on me. “Y/N?” I took a step towards him and my brother followed me, still holding my hand. “Shawn…what are you…?” “I could ask you the same thing.” I looked to his side and saw his agent, glaring at me. He shooed all the fans away and tried to get Shawn to leave, but he wouldn’t budge. “I-I…I’m looking for some clothes. You know, mine are getting a bit small…” My hand and eyes found their way onto my belly where my…our baby was growing. In that moment, I was so close to telling him, but when I looked up again, his eyes were filled with hostility. Something I had never seen before. “With your new boyfriend, I guess?” He turned to my brother. “Are you the father? Well…have fun buddy.” My eyes widened when he turned back to me. All I wanted was to yell out the truth, but Shawn didn’t let me. “And I hope you enjoy your life with him. Really.” He turned around and started to walk away, but I ran up to him and tried to grab his arm, but he pulled away immediately, making me stumble. “Go! Leave me alone! I never want to see you again.” I took a step back and felt my brother’s chest against my back. Hot tears were streaming down my face, when I turned around. I wanted to leave, but my brother had something to say. Or rather…do. “Hey! Asshole!” My brother walked past me and up to Shawn who turned to him at the insult. With one swing of my brother’s right arm, Shawn laid on the floor, staring up at him. “I’m her brother, you fucking idiot.” Then Y/B/N walked ack to me and grabbed my hand, pulling me out of the mall and into the parking lot. All the way out of the building and to the car, I had kept my face down, but when my brother stopped in front of our vehicle, I looked up. “You hit the father of my child.” His eyes snapped to mine, a grin finding its way onto his face. “I did.” A slight chuckle escaped him, and I started to laugh. I was so heartbroken and sad, but the fact that my brother just hit, insulted and yelled at my baby father, was hilarious. We stood in the parking lot, laughing, until we calmed down and Y/B/N drove us back to our sister’s house.

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Better that way Pt. 5

(A/N) Next paaaaart! @kafetschi I love you!

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: pregnancy, mentions of mental illness

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Y/S/N house wasn’t far from my apartment, but far enough to not think about everything that had happened. When she unlocked the door, she had to jump to the side, as to not be runover by her son. “Aunt Y/N!” He jumped up and I was just able to catch him without letting my laptop bag fall. “Hi there, big boy! Oh, you’ve grown so much!” I pressed a kiss to his cheek, and he chuckled. “Let’s play! Let’s play!” My sister chuckled and ruffled through her son’s hair. “Calm down, champ. Let your aunt arrive first.” Reluctantly, Y/N/N let me set him down and walked back into the house. My sister and I followed close behind. “Hey girls!” Y/S/N’s husband jogged towards us with a huge grin on his face and pulled me into a tight hug. “Hi.” Then he pulled his wife into a kiss and kept her close to him. “I got the guest bedroom ready and here is a spare key to the house. Also, I put your apartment up for rent. There are a lot of requests already and I’ll drive there tomorrow to get the rest of your stuff and get it ready.” I almost started to cry at his kindness and hugged him again. “Thank you so much.” He chuckled, hugging me tight. “No problem, kiddo.” He let me go and ran to his son, who made a lot of noise in the living room. Y/S/N grabbed my hand and walked me upstairs and to the spare bedroom that would be mine now. “Get comfortable. I’ll bring your doctor up here when she arrives, okay?” I nodded and thanked her again, glad to have her. She left me in the room, and I heaved the board case onto my bed opened it. I took the clothes out and put the in the drawers. When I got to the bottom of the board case, I found that she packed my favorite books. I chuckled at that. At least until I picked the books up and found that she’d also packed everything I needed for college. I sighed. After everything that had happened, I completely forgot about college. I quickly checked my schedule, to see when my next class would be. Thank god, I had a few days before that. A few minutes later, my nephew knocked on the door and asked if we could play. Laughing, I agreed and walked downstairs with him and into the garden. We were playing for a few hours, when my sister came into the garden, accompanied by a tall, blonde woman, I knew all too well. I straightened up and smiled at the woman. “Hi.” She quickly walked up to me and pulled me into a tight hug. When she pulled away, she gave me a reassuring smile. I just nodded, knowing what she was trying to say. I suddenly felt something tugging on my shirt. I turned around and saw my nephew, looking at me with big eyes. Chuckling I bend down and picked him up, placing him on my hip. “Y/N/N, this is Doctor Smith. Doctor Smith, this is my nephew Y/N/N.” They shook hands and exchanged pleasantries, before I sat Y/N/N down again and he ran to his father to play. “Let’s go inside.” I nodded and followed my sister and doctor into the living room. “Would you like some coffee?” My doctor nodded and smiled at my sister. “Yes please.” Then she turned to me. “Okay. So, you stopped taking your medication as soon as you found out you’re pregnant, right?” I nodded. “And what happened between you and Shawn? Didn’t he want the baby?” “I-I…I think he’d want it…but I told him it’s not his.” Her eyes went wide. “You cheated on him?” There was no judgment in her voice. Just surprise. “No. No I didn’t. But I told him that I did.” She looked even more surprised. “Why would you do that?” I pulled my legs up to my chest and leaned my chin on my knees. And then I told her the entire story.

During the story, my sister came back with coffee, water and cookies. Then she sat down opposite from us. As soon as I was finished, my doctor told me the same my sister told me. “You have to tell him the truth.” I shook my head. “I can’t! It would ruin his entire career!” I could see in my doctor’s eyes that she wanted to continue that topic, but that she knew that I wouldn’t be able to bear it. So, she changed the topic. “Okay…have you gone to your gynecologist?” I shook my head, but Y/S/N answered. “No, but I called mine earlier and we have an appointment for tomorrow.” My doctor nodded. “That’s good.” She smiled at me and we chatted for some time, before she grabbed a notepad and a pen. “So…I have to go, but here…is my private number. Call me anytime you need me, okay? I don’t care if it’s in the middle of the night or at lunch. Just…call me.” I nodded and thanked her, taking the piece of paper. “And, if you’d like, we should keep in contact and see each other regularly. Especially while your pregnant, since your hormones will be a mess and so on.” I nodded again and we made an appointment for in one week. Then she left.

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Fan Mail (1/2) - Shawn Mendes

(A/N) The second part will be up soon! Enjoy! @kafetschi

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: shower, fan mail, stupid name for a pet

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I waved to the crowd one last time, before I jogged backstage. My crew was already awaiting me, patting me on the back, giving me a bottle of water and a towel. “Well done, Shawn!” “Great job!” “Another amazing show!” I smiled and thanked them, while I was being led to my tour bus, since we had to get going immediately. I would be able to take a shower and clean up in there, before I could get some rest. I high fived my agent after I climbed into the bus and the doors closed behind me. “Jump into the shower, Champ.” I nodded and walked through the narrow hallway and into the small bathroom. While I waited for the water to heat up, I shed my clothes and took a quick glance in the mirror. Everything normal, so I jumped into the shower and let the warm water run down my body and relax my muscles. I just stood there for a few minutes, before I started to actually shower. After rinsing the soap from my body, I got back out and dried up. Noticing that I forgot to take fresh clothes with me, I wrapped a towel over my hips and emerged the bathroom, walking to the closet. But before I could even fish a shirt or some pants out, my agent stood beside me and held an envelope towards me. “The agency sent this. They thought you might want to read it immediately and-.” I quickly grabbed the envelope and tore it open, excited about the content.

Dear Shawn,

as always, I know that you probably won’t read this, but I felt like writing you.

So, I have big news! I got myself a kitten! In the last letter, I wrote that I feel a bit lonely in my apartment and I thought that it would be a good idea to get a pet. I would never have enough time for a dog, so a kitten felt just right. I went to the local shelter and got one that was found just last week. She is so sweet and cute. She was so excited and looked around every room, but I think it’ll be exhausting to potty train her. By the way, I named her Gingerbread-Cookie, or GC for short. Don’t ask, it’s a silly name, but it fits her surprisingly well. Anyway! I know that you are currently on tour and that if you even read this, you’ll probably read it after the tour, but I’m pretty excited since you’ll also be coming to Y/C. I don’t have tickets for your show, but everyone will be talking about you and that’s exciting enough. Also, I wanted to wish you good luck for the rest of your tour! Enjoy it, but don’t overwork yourself.

Love Y/N

P.S.: My friends convinced me to put an envelope with my address on it in here, since even if you wanted to answer me (which I don’t believe) you wouldn’t have a chance. So yeah, here you have an address, please don’t stalk me! ;-P

I chuckled at the end of the letter and walked over to my desk, putting it in the top drawer, where I kept all of her letters during the tour. It was the fifth now and I loved every single one. I took the envelope with her address out and smiled at it, having an idea. I told my agent about it and he promised me to consider it done. Then, I sat down and started to write a short letter.

Y/N’s POV

I sighed in relief, when the professor announced that the lesson was over. It was my last class for the day and I couldn’t wait to get home and rest a bit. I said goodbye to my friends and walked to my bike, riding it home. After I stored my bike away, I quickly checked the mailbox, taking the letters out and taking the stairs to the second floor. When I unlocked my door, GC was already there, asking for treats. I gave her a few before I sat down and skipped through the mail. Advertisement, advertisement, advertisement, envelope I send to Shawn, advertiseme- Wait. I let the rest of the mail fall to the floor, only holding this well known envelope in my hands. After I stared at it for a few minutes, I carefully opened it, and…there was a ticket. A ticket to his show in my city and a short note.

“Can barely wait.”

-        Shawn

A small shriek escaped my mouth and I jumped to my feet. I checked the ticket, million times, to see

if it was real, and it was. Plus, it was a VIP Ticket, including a meet and greet and a photo OP. I couldn’t believe it. Immediately calling my friends, I told them everything in a group call. They were just as excited as I was. To be honest, I could barely wait.

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Surprise Pt. 2

(A/N) I completly forgot about this, but her is the second (and last) part. Enjoy! @kafetschi

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: mentions of offered sex

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It’s been a few weeks since the Fashion Show and I’ve just been enjoying my life. I, of course, took part in the after party, where we drowned ourselves in pizza, soft drinks and candies. After that, Shawn took me home, and we spend the night in each other’s arms, talking, fantasizing about our future and…well…doing somethings else. I woke up in Shawn’s arms and immediately lifted my head to look at my…fiancé. He was already awake and grinned at me. “Good morning, love.” I reached up and pushed some of his curls off of his forehead. “Good morning.” He slowly leaned down and placed his lips onto mine and kissed me. When we pulled apart, I smiled at him goofily. “I could get used to this.” He chuckled and pulled me closer. “Yeah…me too.” I cuddled into his chest and he pressed his lips against temple. It felt like heaven, but of course, that couldn’t stay like that for too long. My phone, which was laying on the nightstand to charge, started to ring and I sighed. With a huff, I left the cosy warmth of Shawn’s arms and sat up. It took me a few seconds to get everything straight, but then I picked my phone up and looked at the caller’s ID, seeing that it was my agent. Another sigh and I picked up. “Please tell me that you can leave right now.” I frowned at the bed. “What?” “I got an urgent request for you, but it’s in Paris. You need to leave immediately.” I sighed and turned to Shawn. He saw the look on my face and sighed, but still gave me a kind smile. “You have Shawn’s address, right?” My agent confirmed and I thanked him, before I hung up. “Where do you need to go?” Shawn tilted his head to the side and I smiled at the adorable action. “Paris.” I laid down next to him again looked at his face. “I’d love to come with you…but…” I smiled and pecked his cheek. “I know. You have work here.” He nodded and leaned down to kiss me, trapping me in a passionate and sweet kiss. “I know.” I pecked his lips once more and jumped out of the bed to get everything and myself ready. Shawn staid on the mattress, barely covered by the thin, white sheet, watching me with a curious look. After I quickly put some pants and a shirt on, I turned to him with a grin. “What?” He sat up and leaned forward. “I love you.” I smiled, kneeling down on the mattress before him and leaning down. “I love you too.” I leaned forward and brushed my lips against his, just as the doorbell rang. I sighed again and pulled away, giving Shawn an apologetic smile. One last peck and I grabbed my bag and was out of his door.

Shawn’s POV

Three more days and Y/N would be back. By now, our engagement has made its rounds. Today, I had an interview at a YouTube channel called First We Feast. While I was told what was going to happen, I couldn’t help but think of Y/N. After all, she loved hot food and I’d have to eat hot wings the whole time. Soon, the host welcomed me, and we got ready. Of course, the very first question was about Y/N and I. “So, Shawn, not too long ago, you got engaged to Y/N Y/NL/N. Did anything change since then?” I chuckled, a love-sick grin making its way onto my face. “No, no. Nothing changed, except for maybe even more press coverage and that she is now wearing a ring on her finger.” The host laughed at that. “By the way, I was thinking about her just earlier.” “Why is that?” I rubbed the back of my neck, feeling a very slight blush creep onto my cheeks, like always when I thought about my fiancé. “Well, she loves hot food and even more so hot wings. She’d love to be here right now!” The host chuckled, a mischievous glint in his eyes. “It’s really funny that you are saying that.” I frowned at the host. Then, I felt two arms wrap around me from behind and a mouth next to my ear. “Surprise.” My head snapped around just to be met with my grinning fiancé. “Y/N.” I jumped to my feet and wrapped my arms around her waist, pulling her flush against me. “I missed you so, so much.” She chuckled into my chest, her arms wrapped around me too. “I missed you too, my love.” Her head moved to look up at me, her chin pressed against my chest. I leaned down and pressed my lips against hers, enjoying feeling them against mine, my mouth pulled into a grin while we kissed. When someone tapped my shoulder, and only then, did I pull back and look around, remembering where we were. “Oh…sorry.” My cheeks and neck, as well as my ears, heated up and were surely scarlet. Y/N just smiled and leaned against me. I cleared my throat and wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling her to the table with me. A second chair was pulled up and we began the interview. The first few questions were easy, just like the wings. “Okay Shawn, you’ve done well so far. Even if not as good as your fiancé.” Everyone chuckled. “So, Lost in Japan, is a fan-favourite. Everyone is wondering: what inspired this song?” My eyes snapped to Y/N, who had her hand clamped over her mouth to keep herself from laughing. “Well…” Y/N turned to me. “Can I tell the story?” Chuckling, I nodded, and she began. “Well, during the beginning of our relationship, I was spending quiet some time in Japan, in Tokyo to be exact. I had a lot of jobs there and the only way to communicate, was FaceTime. So, we did that a lot of course. And once, while we were face timing each other, Shawn had an incredibly dumb idea.” I laughed at her words, nodding along.

“I miss you, Y/N.” The girl in the camera chuckled. “I miss you too, Shawn.” It was quiet for some time, before I opened my mouth again. “I’ll fly to Japan. Visit you.” Her eyes snapped up from the magazine she was flicking through. “You won’t.” Silence. “Shawn. Don’t. Even. Think. About. It.” “I’ll do it.” I jumped from the bed I was on and grabbed my phone, waving to Y/N, before I hung up. I could hear her yelling at the other end, but ignored it, simply throwing some clothes in a bag and grabbing my purse and everything else I needed, before I walked out of the door. I send my agent a quick message, before I hailed a cab and drove to the airport. I got a ticket for the next flight to Japan, ignoring all of Y/N’s messages and calls. Only when I was already on the plane, did I quickly call Y/N. “Shawn, please don’t tell me you are actually on your way here.” I just grinned into the camera and she rolled her eyes. “You know, by the time you’ll be here, I’ll be fast asleep.” I chuckled. “It will only be a few hours, babe. Come on.” She rolled her eyes again but smiled. “We’ll see.” I winked at her, before I hung up. A few hours later, I walked out of the airport, looking around, trying to find my way. But quickly…I got lost. Literally. I was walking around Tokyo, it was night and whenever I tried to ask someone for help, I either got an answer in Japanese, or offered sex, and neither did help. Accepting my defeat, I took out my phone and face timed Y/N. She yawned when she picked up and started to frown. “Where are you?” I shrugged. “I don’t know.” She sighed and told me to find someone who could speak English, but I quickly explained my problems and she told me to find someone who could speak Japanese. I did and turned the phone, so that the young man could see Y/N. She asked him something in Japanese and he quickly responded. Then he walked away. While Y/N was in Japan, she picked up on some Japanese, which quickly got handy. She told me to say where I was and hung up. “You were five minutes from my hotel.” I turned around to see Y/N, smiling from ear to ear. “I missed you.” She ran up to me and wrapped me in her arms. “You’re such an idiot.” I chuckled and returned her hug, kissing her cheek. “Well, let’s go.” She led me to her hotel and up to her room.

“The next day, his agent called, of course and Shawn got into so much trouble for just leaving.” The host and Y/N were laughing, while I dwelled in memories. I looked at Y/N and smiled, which gained her attention. “What are you smiling about?” I shook m head and leaned down to kiss her. “I just love you.” She smiled at me, her so, so adorable smile. “I love you too, you idiot.”

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Better that way Pt. 6

(A/N) Enjoy! @kafetschi tomorrowwwwwww *-* can’t wait

Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader

Warnings: pregnancy, cheating

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Shawn’s POV

I felt awful. I knew it wasn’t my fault, none of this was, but I shouldn’t have listened to Y/N when she told me to leave. I should have staid and fought for everything. For us. I loved her, I knew that. I also knew that I could never live without her and I didn’t want to. I was just laying around in my apartment, my agent was talking about something, but I wasn’t listening, when I decided that maybe…it wasn’t too late. I sat up and my agent stared at me with a shocked look on his face. “What’s wrong?” I jumped to my feet and grabbed my keys and phone. “I’ll go to Y/N. Maybe we can still work things out.” I was already at my front door, when my still shocked agent caught up with me. “Shawn, dude, she cheated on you. She doesn’t deserve you, man.” He grabbed my shoulder, but I yanked it out of his grip, rougher then I meant to. “I’m sorry, but I love her. She made a mistake, sure, but I also made mistakes and she always forgave me. I mean, I didn’t cheat, but I left her alone for so long and then got jealous of her male friends. No wonder she cheated, I must’ve been insufferable. But I can’t imagine my life without her, so please don’t try to stop me. I-I know that it’s stupid and a bad idea, but that’s what I need to do right now. I need to be stupid and make a mistake and see. I need to see here.” I knew I was rambling, but I needed to get this and so much more off my chest. My agent looked taken aback and slowly nodded. “Okay…if you feel so strongly about her, go ahead. Let me know how it went, bud.” He clapped me on the shoulder, and I smiled at him in thanks. I sped to Y/N’s house and noticed that my hands were shaking as I got out of my car. I slowly walked up to her front door and took three deep breaths, before I knocked on the door. I heard shuffling and other voices behind the door, before it was opened. In front of me stood a tall, dark haired man with a kind smile on his face, that dropped as soon as he recognized me. “Oh…well that’s awkward.” He ruffled through his hair and took a step outside. “You must be Shawn, right? I’m Y/S/H/N, Y/N’s brother in law.” I looked at him confused. My first reaction when I saw him was jealousy, but he at least had a reason to be there. “Where is Y/N?” “Nice to meet you too.” He rolled his eyes and took another step outside, forcing me to take a step back. “Look Shawn, Y/N no longer lives here. There are currently people inside that are looking at the house to rent it. So, if you could please leave?” He tried to go inside again, but I held him back. “Wait, at least tell me where Y/N is!” My voice was louder then I actually intended for it to be and I flinched. “Look, I’m sorry, but I really need to talk to her. It’s important.” The man in front of me shook his head. “I know for a fact that she doesn’t want to see you right now. Give her time and maybe…I don’t know. Maybe it would be best to forget her, buddy.” He again, had a kind smile on his face. “But...But I love her.” My voice was quiet…weak. “I know. But love has mysterious ways and if it’s meant to be, it will be. I know it’s not a lot, but I always helped me to stomach heartbreaks.” He patted my shoulder and smiled again. I just nodded. “Okay.” Then I walked back to my car and drove off.