(-- @shawnxpeters
[flashback]
This party sucked... and seeing Shawn had not helped at all. It brought back all of those thoughts of how he was better and happier without Rissa’s drama in his life, but at the same time, it made them lonelier because... well, the only person they wanted to have around, was in fact, happier without them. And opening up wasn’t easy, so Rissa just shut themself out and dove deeper and deeper into that pool of superficial bliss that had them surrounded ever since their ex had gotten them into drugs. It was easier than voicing their concerns, right? Yes, because whenever they wanted to speak, no one was there to listen.
They saw Shawn coming out of the club with his boyfriend and it stung... It stung because they missed him, but it also stung because they were jealous of his happiness... but their body was tired, and after that last line of blow, their heart was beating too fast and weirdly or not--the last thing they saw before everything turned black and hitting the floor was Shawn leaving the club.
