Apr 7, 2018
The Return
I'm starting to feel like I'm going through another phase... I'm frightened because I know what this can do to me. Do I even have control over my feelings anymore? Fuck. I feel like everything I do is intentional. The way I feel, act, and sound. Is that weird? Have I become that much of an empty shell? It comes in wave so it's something mental, but I can't seem to figure out why this happens to me. Is it all just in my head? Probably. Until I figure that out I guess I'll just let the knife scrape the soft surface of my skin to wake myself up..