Nov 8, 2015
Shiedypanda/accomplishmentseeker suggested I color in their tattoo when the internet went down. It was a lot of fun and I'm really excited that it came out so nicely!
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Shiedypanda/accomplishmentseeker suggested I color in their tattoo when the internet went down. It was a lot of fun and I'm really excited that it came out so nicely!
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It is! And those goals may change during the process, but they change to suit what you need for yourself.
i just... i dont know what to say
Do what you want for yourself. Become something you can look at and say "I did it. It was hard and awful but I did it. Me. I accomplished this thing for myself and no one else." Become your passion and let it guide you. Write and never stop.
if you accomplish something you dont want to accomplish, is it really an accomplishment?
And it's definitely hard to not think that. But consider this; you've only experienced a tiny portion of your life and although there may be a few bad things, there will always be at least one good thing to look forward to. Find it again and again.
ive experienced enough that im an adult now, and yknow what ive gotten from it?
mental illness, divorced parents, OCD, depression, anxiety, scoliosis, surgery, parents using me as a martyr between them, extreme poverty, homelessness, death, and it's just... it's too much for one person as weak as me to handle. im not strong.
and yet, i cant do anything about it but keep going forward, driving myself past insanity every night and starving myself of sleep from worry and pain, because im living for others, not myself. and its so miserable i dont know what to do with myself
It's hard right now but you can get through this. It's going to be ok. You've made it this far and I believe you can keep going. <3
i just keep thinking, what if im not made for living?
7 billion people, im sure some people just arent for it. i dont have the drive to live. im living my life for other people, kinda like graduating high school, yknow? im just so unhappy i dont know what to do!