May 4, 2025
the more i& try to explore and differentiate facets and figure out who's fronting, the less sure i am of like. the idea of our 'core' self actually being a person who's there???? i guess that's medianhood but it is so so strange realising we basically never feel like The Self Of The Body. i thought we might have that kinda thing as a primary/host facet but it's seeming less likely and more as though it just sorta functions as a shell identity for the rest of us vibes. very weird