#shewontseethis

[blholland2]

To the girl whose heart I broke

I won, I got the man. But at what cost, you ask? I broke someone else in the process. The pain I live with daily cannot be comparable to hers but it’s there nonetheless. I just didn’t know or fully understand the whole situation. I wanted to know. I begged her to speak with me on it, and when she wouldn't I attacked her. What does that make me? A monster? Maybe. I am a sorry one if that matters. I should have been more understanding when she didn’t want to talk to me then. Would I want to speak to the woman I was losing my love to? No way. He doesn’t care. He thinks I am silly for caring. All I can say is I truly am sorry; sorry for the names, the jokes, the hate. It was not warranted and I wouldn’t wanted to be treated that way. I hope you are doing well, these years later. I hope some day you find the man of your dreams just like I found mine. 

[phonzeejunior]

❤️My Main Thang❤️ When my mama tells me "no" - you're usually the first person I call. Literally like my best friend. You curse me out. You tell me off..you remind me all the time I'm the "beggingest Mf'er you ever met in your life" (I'm pretty sure you made that word up coming from down south 😂) but who cares ...you're TOOT and you can do that. You always tell me how proud of me you are. You never missed a show, graduation, performance, premiere and for that I love you beyond words. Part of the reason why I continue on this journey of truly discovering my passion...part of the reason when I wanna give up and settle for a "regular" job to keep going. I look forward to the day I can call you and tell you to quit ya job because I "made it". I know you want me to meet Tyler Perry and work with him...if y'all see him tell him I said "Miley, what's good?!" ...But in all seriousness...Toot I love you beyond words. The definition of strength, courage, and a bad ass, fearless, #Budweiser drinking grandma. Thank you for the constant support. This shxt gets hard but to know I have you in my corner makes it worth it. You gave birth to my mama - and even though y'all both Crazy - I wouldn't trade either of you in for the world. I promise to keep going. I promise to follow my heart. I promise to take you to the awards as my date and to shout you out because you were there before it all...quite frankly you're the reason I was able to get new shoes for my movie premiere (Pictured Above). I love you woman! You don't have Instagram but I don't care because I want the world to know what you mean to me. Thank you for being here. Thank you for exuding love while cursing me out all at the same time. The only grandma I know with TWO birthdays and we gotta celebrate them both 🤷🏾‍♂️🤷🏾‍♂️! • • Happy birthday baby! Wishing you many more to come! Next year we changing the weather. • • "With all my heart, I love you baby Stay with me, and you will see my arms will hold you, baby Never leave, 'cause I believe I'm in love" • • #ThisMyGrandmaYall #MyMothersMom #Matriarch #TwoBirthdays #January8 #January25 #DontAsk #ICelebratedBothFor26Years #SheSoMean #ButILoveHer #SheWontSeeThis (at Buffalo, New York)