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Staring down at her hands, he remembered that he was trying to keep those negative thoughts at bay for the squad’s sake, and she was no exception, no matter what their relationship became. She had too many responsibilities to worry for his insecurities. It didn’t matter how he felt, it’s a thought that had been drilled in his mind from a young age -- it was silly of him to forget that (you don’t matter; you’re a waste a space, leeching everyone’s time).

He had to apologize -- after all, he’d falsely accused her of something so self-serving and took away such important moments of her limited time to focus on a leech.

“...that was rude of me, wasn’t it? I’m sorry.”

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“Go away.”

“…eh?”

After all this time, Ichirou should have been used to Ruri pushing people away – that’s what she did; she tried to stay strong, she tried to be perfect and together for the squad. Ichirou, at one point, was just like that (and perhaps he’s a bit like that still, even if it wasn’t nearly as…forward as before). Maybe it was naive to think that just because they were together, Ruri would suddenly make a turnaround to trust him completely, but in hindsight, thinking like that was really ridiculous in this kind of world.

Instead of shying away and apologizing like he normally would, because it’s Ruri, not only the girl who saved him when he felt like he was hopeless, not only because she was incredibly selfless and kind, but because even if she claimed she was fine, she desperately needed someone, and he’d be damned if he didn’t try.

( Because you’re desperately, helplessly in love with Yamada Ruri and it’s the one feeling you won’t apologize for. )

“I’m afraid I can’t do that – even if you don’t want to talk about it, I can’t leave you alone like this.”

#shidoism #wheezes

Alone at the campsite would be the best time to get romantic, and yet:

“Why do people tell scary stories around a campfire? Why not a campfire freestyle?”

#shidoism #best boyfriend

"I'm going to protect you."

calming starter sentences

Distraught, Chouko reached out, shaking her head as tears brimmed in her eyes.

“You don’t have to- You don’t always have to take everything on your shoulders- You don’t have to protect everyone- You don’t.. Have to worry about me anymore than the rest of the squad-”

She doesn’t want to be a burden- She’s never wanted to be a burden, that’s why she always worked so hard- To keep up.

And when it got down to it- Honestly– She’d lay her life down for the person in front of her, because this is the person who saved her oh so long ago- The person she owes everything to.

“You can protect me- But.. But I’m going to be protecting you.”

#shidoism #[[ Duty Calls ]]

“Maybe it’s better if you don’t remember…”

My muse has lost most of their memories and only remembers things from a long time ago. Send me one of the following sentences for my muse’s reaction.

Eyes blinked in the other’s general direction before the blonde dropped her head. There was an echo in the back of her head saying that it was incredibly important that she remember this one thing, this impossibly important thing- And yet, she can’t comprehend it- She can’t comprehend what it is she’s supposed to remember and even these words only barely stir the hints of years of memories that she has for some reason, forgotten.

Frightened, Chouko looked at Ruri, hands reaching out to grab her arm nervously.

“I feel like something really scary is about to happen-”

But for the life of her, she can’t figure out where all this fear could be coming from- Honestly, what’s the worst thing that could happen to two average girls- Right?

#[[ Duty Calls ]]#shidoism

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#shidoism #( MEMORIES LOCKED AWAY. )