I know and I understand, but you need to keep trying and fighting for your dream. Don't given up, really. You're a cool person and you did a great job all of this time. I'm a shy anon but if you need something I'll be there for you
I have done my best to keep my head afloat for school, but it's been draining me mentally and physically. I have a lot of health problems outside of my mental health, and it's been starting to get to me too.
I have a month long winter break, hopefully that'll be enough to get my energy back up.