The Failure. . .
For along time I always had high hopes for many different things, I always tried to accomplish so much. Most of these things I’ve to grab or achieve I’m tired of failing I’m tired of not hitting my goals. I’m tired of not being able to accomplish the things I set out for myself. I can’t afford to fail again,too much time has been invested to much love goes into what I do. To many people I need to prove wrong. I shouldn’t be proven anything to anyone really that’s what my dad always say anyway “The only one you gotta prove something to is yourself son” I can hear like he’s saying it right now I’ve heard it that many times. This time I’m proving to myself I’m not a failure that I can accomplish whatever I set out to do. Sometimes I doubt myself tho, I can’t lie some days I think to myself can I really do this. Should I give up? but then I think I’d just be giving them what they want and I can’t do that not this time not ever again. I’m going to make my goals a reality just you wait and when I do I’ll smile with a cheeky little grin. . . .