🍑 What is something you hyperfocus on in your portrayal?
VERY SPECIFIC MUNDAY ASKS | @shinobibound
Oh my god, why does answering this question feel so embarrassing? I'm ashamed to acknowledge and admit that I do have ridiculous hyperfixations in my portrayal of Gai that... don't always gel well with writing partners, I think, and I need to learn to balance that out.
My most recent hyperfocus is wanting to bring out the negative sides of Gai's character, in particular his obsessive way of showing his care and how it may just as well be as much for himself as for the one(s) he wants to show care to.
In the few years that I've been away from tumblr, I feel that the love for Gai in the fandom has grown a lot. That's absolutely great and I love that Gai is getting the recognition he deserves for the banger of a person that he is! But then I think there was an itch that was begging to be scratched -- a desire to show that he's not perfect either, and not just in the "he's too nice" way.
Gai is a man of extremes (we saw that in the chunin exams) and he is, ultimately, also known as one of the top jounin in Konoha; his idiosyncrasies go beyond silly quirks and comic relief. Figuring out what exactly these idiosyncrasies are and how his personal life could actually look like is a very delicious years-long challenge for me.









