V3 VR Au Korekiyo’s mental health
I have so much unneeded motivation for this au compared to my school work.
I love this au, but there are so many different interpretation so i was like,,,, whelp, I’ll make my own. This is how I interpret Korekiyo (His mental health, really) I try to depict DID realistically and not badly, so please tell me if i did something wrong, I’ll immediately change it D: I did a bunch of research for this :)
Also i say he a lot, that refers to Kork (Host and original personality) but I should say they, because they are a collective system , sorry!
I use the name Miyadera, because I need a name for his sister and many headcanon that to be her name.
and again, these are all headcanon homies, you don’t have to agree
I love him, don’t let this flop lmao, I'm sorry if it’s really messy, I'm excited :)
Korekiyo was groomed and coerced into an incestuous relationship with his sister, by her. She convinced him that he needed to change everything about himself, including his hair, clothes, and personal likes. Everything about him is a fabrication made by his sister to fit her standards. He even says, "I could be her little brother, her lover, but couldn't be her friend." She didn't love him truly as a sister would. She manipulated him for her sexual pleasure, using his sympathy towards her ailments against him.
(I bring up proof that he is the victim because many seem to think of him so negatively and act as if he is the abuser, when it is clear, to me at least, that he was a victim of abuse)
Furthermore, proving that he is the victim is that anytime he talks about their "love", he refers to what his sister has said, showing that he is not capable of free-thinking, but was told to believe these things.
He might also have BPD; he has frequent mood swings when it comes to things he likes and is very attached to his sister, basing everything about himself on her. Though, I’m more unsure of this than his DID (Which is semi-canon)
The Korekiyo you know isn't his real personality; all of it is a manifestation of his guilt.
His DID was fully triggered by his near-death experience. When it happened, it reminded him of his sister and all of those traumatic memories, and in turn, it awoke the alter (who was dormant) he had had this alter for a while (childhood), without knowledge of it. He only had memory loss, that he though was normal. From that point on, he could better communicate with his alter (Only slightly being able to talk to her). He didn't know what this was so he assumed that he was being possessed by the ghost of his sister.
In turn, he is severely hurt and needs help, a friend, and to lastly, find himself.
After the killing game, he was even worse off, having more trauma and feeling the betrayal of his sister. This caused an alter to be formed, which you might know as, Shuichi Saihara. This alter was based on his FTE and seeing Shuichi be the hero to their group. He found it brave of Shuichi to seek help (Therapy, medication) right when Shuichi left VR. Shuichi (The alter) protects him and usually is triggered out. Korekiyo doesn't know about him because Shuichi (The alter) doesn't/can't communicate with him. For Korekiyo, knowing that the game/his life was all fake made him feel terrible and caused mass confusion for him.
He also now has a genuine fear of boiling water; he has the others cook things that require it. It is more specifically called Encavmaphobia, the fear of getting burned.
He has also formed a new alter which is a little. Not much is known about the alter because they aren't known to anyone, not even Miyadera. One fact about them is that they are playful and enjoy snuggles. They typically speak higher and more grammatically incorrect since they are here to protect his mind and be happy.
His alters: Korekiyo (Host), Miyadera (Introject, persecutor), Shuichi 2 (introject, protector), ??? (Child alter)
What can trigger them out:
For Miyadera (F): Red lipstick, his hair, pictures of her, his pre-game family, the sister in that family, too much stress, hospitals.
For Shuichi 2 (M): Shuichi (Non-alter), foods they know Shuichi enjoys, sometimes detective stuff, talk about killing games.
??? (?) (Child): Candy, specifically black licorice, stress, any high emotion, more specifically happiness and intense passion (which may lead to crying).
(welp, im done, my fingers hurt homie, but i hope you guys like it :P)
