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[painxknives]

        ❝ -- He wasn’t goin’ t’make it any farther, his mind was gone, &&            he... He was already sufferin’ enough. ❞

   She had gotten in a deep conversation about her father with the other, as much    as it hurt her, she didn’t mind talking about it. As personal as it may be, she had    to learn how to let go. Luna was cleaning her knife, not that it was dirty, it was just    a force of habit, it gave her something to look at, for she was not ready to look    people in the eyes.

        ❝ -- So I put ‘im down. Ending his fuckin’ insanity before it hurt him            even more than it already had... && that’s what happened to him.            I... Don’t know why some part of me thought that he’d make it. ❞

                                                      @shitbirdtm   /   closed .

[sympaheart-blog]

‘ everyone i love leaves ’ ( this made me sad ™ )

poetry  ──  a.

there’s a lie he tells himself ── one that makes him believe that he knows her. as much as he likes to think he does, he doesn’t. what he’s been graced with, the tidbits here and there that she divulges to him, they are words she specifically chose. he knows what she wants him to know. he gets it, everyone’s cautious nowadays. a valuable trait that’s been forced upon individuals who have been mistreated more than once in this cruel world.

he thinks he understands what she’s going through, though having never heard much of her past. the thought, it makes him pause. this is a moment, as rare as it is, where javier can get a glimpse into clementine. a confession spoken in the peaceful quietness that settled between the two in a small moment of rest. the girl who puts on a brave face and packs one hell of a hit ── in a way, he idolizes her. she’s strong, but in the wrong circumstances, strong because if she were weak she’d be dead.

probably what happened to those that she was with, dead because sooner or later that is the fate of everyone in this world. a pang in his heart, one that has him moving his hand and soothing the spot upon his chest. he feels for her ── aches with sorrow as much as she probably does. parted lips let forward a sigh, body shifting to sit beside her.  ❛ they leave, sometimes you can’t help it ── no matter how hard you try. ❜  and he knows she tries, they all do… however, this is the truth.

❛ but… they never leave here ── ❜  there’s a gesture towards his head.  ❛ memories, that’s all we have nowadays, isn’t that right ? ❜  a pause of mutual silence, one that leaves his mind whirring with endless thoughts. how many people has she lost ? how many deaths of the living has she witnessed ?  ❛ aj. you still have him ── i’ll do everything in my power to make sure the one that you love is back in your arms. ❜  in his mind, she’s like another niece of his. a person that he would do absolutely anything for. call it pity, call it projecting; he’s got a soft spot for the girl. there’s that smile of his again.  ❛ we’re all in this, TOGETHER ── no matter how hard you try to get rid of me. ❜

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                   Pearly  teeth  painted  the  grin  across  her lips,  her  emerald  eyes  lifted  from  the  pun  book  to  Clem.   ❝   Oh  yeah?  ❞   A  harmless  taunt  for  a  harmless  threat,  it  was  entertaining  for  Ellie  to  watch  the  girl  STRUGGLE  to  hold  back  the  laughter.   ❝   Does  it  come  with  a...  ❞   She  edged  closer,  her  GRIN  growing  to  a  full - on  smile.   ❝   punchline?  ❞  

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          ❛ i will go mother hen on you  if you don’t eat. ❜  carol spoke out, arm still extended and holding out the can of spaghetti o’s.  they were lucky to find it, something that actually had a decent flavor.  ❛ i know you’re worried about aj, but i promise you we’re going to find him.  i’m going to help you remember ?  and when we find the people who took him, we’ll get him back. ❜

[apocalypseraised]

           ❝  –   i got enough.  ❞

    a little white lie.    she returns the smile, soft... and would of been                                 ghost if anyone else were to see it. such smiles                                 reserved for only her sister and aj. it was funny,                                 they had yearned for a place to stop, place to fi                                 -nally lay their heads without the worry of walke-                                 rs, exposure... raiders. a roof and four walls, the                                 -y finally had it. but she couldn’t be comfortable,                                 unable to shake the alertness to danger... or may                                 -be she’s been refined by the world so much she                                 simply cannot bring herself to feel such a luxury. 

          ❝  –   leaving the rest to kiddo down there. ❞

                              IRIS nods her head below her.

// @shitbirdtm

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                  ------ MICAH’S KIND OF SHOCKED TO see a -- well - to see a someone this young in awhile. the last person she saw who was around this girls age was her little brother -- and that was years ago. ( i think i’m hurting my own brain with this kind of thinking....). ‘  -- do you need help? are you lost? -- i’m sorry it’s just been a minute since i’ve seen someone your age and it’s - kind of awkward for me. ‘

@shitbirdtm \\ S.C.

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🐷 it me again

MEMES | ACCEPTING

🐷 - How many AU verses have you got in mind? 

tbh i don’t really have any au verses in mind atm. i’ve always been open to AUs, but i very rarely actually think about AUs myself. idk, when i think about verses or plots i wanna write out just always tend to float more towards either canon related plots or verses where i throw my muse into other fandoms. there is one AU plot though (not a verse) that i think would be pretty interesting to write out, which shortly explained, is a plot where someone’s muse actually knew john before he ended up in arkham, before the green hair and everything, and just basically not knowing whether he just disappeared or died or whatever, until they find out he’s an inmate in arkham asylum, or something along those lines... i think that could be pretty interesting, but i haven’t really thought too much about it so it’s still kind of a vague and unfinished idea. but that’s about it as far as ideas for aus i’ve got tbh.  || @shitbirdtm ||

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MEMES | ACCEPTING

🦁 - What about your muse makes you most proud of them? 

 pffft, i’m not proud of my muse at all. john is a horrible person, through and through and nothing he does is worth being proud of. i guess if i had to say something, i’d be proud of him for being one of the few villains i feel like is actually really well written, unique, interesting, fascinating and entertaining all at the same time? but like that’s more of a ‘seeing it from a purely fictional standpoint’ opinion. if he was real, then yeah, no, i wouldn’t be able to find a single thing about him to actually be proud of.   || @shitbirdtm ||