Founds this from 2010
A poem i apparently wrote 6 years ago today... “I'm in love with the idea of love I want to be embraced and held like i once was
The way we looked at each other, secretly smiling I miss those times That i thought i was once in love
But forgetting it now I feel like i never had it And it hurts me so much To year for it so much more
I love that idea of love When everyone is happy And i can only think of you The way you talked Expecting every word to curl from that thin mouth
How i wish i could kiss it every moment Those moments when we shared a smile
The caress of ones body is just a sin A sin that everyone's minds are grabbing for We want it so bad
That Hollywood romance we see on the screens How it seems so real So believable But it's only because we've been watching TV for so long That we forget what is actually real
Laying in the thoughts of your broken words What was once happy Now torn to bits in a distant memory I can't feel you there No, not any more It's hard to imagine that smile The thin lips of yours curling at the sides The smirk you gave, knowing what i wanted from you And you wanted it back so badly
The warmth i'm missing It's so cold now Like a fire that suddenly disappeared We're going no where with these memories They're growing tired And like an old tape They're getting distorted Overly loved
To the point that they're boring Still gasping for air in all this anger We're feeding off each others presence But we never speak words The words i wish i could say to you But i know that look you'll give It's not the one i want It's that touch Or that face
We're in hollywood movies Waiting for that perfect to come And sweep us off our feet With the right things to say and be hopelessly obsessed with one another It hurts too much To be in the dreams of Hollywood movies.”
