#shitty problems

[lisinfleur]

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Hey babes and whoever wants to help.

Well...

I have been working a lot and since my pc broke, I’m dividing the pc with my husband and the case is that my keyboard didn’t handle the heavy utilization and now the space bar is failing. 

I have to re-type a lot of times which is making my work very harder. 

Since this is not the first time it happens, I’m trying to gather some money to make an investment and buy a mechanic keyboard this time - it won’t be cheap, but the model I selected after some research is classified as “good for HEAVY typing” and this is exactly what I need to stop having to buy a new keyboard anytime I have too much work to be done. 

So, if anyone wants to help, consider tossing a coin to this writer who will thank you forever for not having to rewrite 16 times the same line!

Thanks!

PS: If you cannot toss a coin to this writer, then consider reblogging this post so maybe the song will reachs someone who can toss a coin and help! This is also a very effective way to support me and I’ll be grateful to you the same way!! 

[lunasalix]

You don't know the sheer joy of pooping until you can't for 65 hours after surgery and become so bloated and gassy that it hurts to exist with no relief in sight, chugging laxatives and prunes for some release until finally! The smallest of turds comes flopping out into the toilet. One means more can come. All is well once more.

[hello5sosuniversethings]

Once again my family proves to be huge dicks. We've ways celebrated my birthday on Thanksgiving but for the passed few years they haven't been coming over. They don't even invite us to anything anymore. I'm so fucking sick of everyone saying family is everything. They're fucking dicks. Jfc

[ulysses-baratheon]

Pointless rant

The past few weeks have been fairly shitty to say the least, having to go to hospital due to really bad stomach pains which turned out to be my gallbladder irritating my pancreas, had surgery to remove the gallbladder and also had to have a catheter. The day I had surgery I looked like I was fucking dying and I couldn't move from my hospital bed that day, all I could really do is move my left arm. The surgery made it really difficult for me to get up from a slouched/laying down position and my stomach was massively bloated for a few days after. Those few days in the hospital certainly weren't the best of times. So with that done I was ready to start recovering, but now my work have very much pissed me off by not paying me for the time off because now I’m suddenly self employed (which is extremely odd because I work as an admin assistant/receptionist) and because of that I’m not eligible for Statutory Sick Pay, then my manager starts pinning a load of shit that’s happened over the period that I wasn’t in on me as if its my fault.  I’m meant to be going back on the 11th of April but I’ve decided I’m not going to because I’ve had enough of my manager’s bullshit, the job itself doesn’t pay jack shit anyway, but now I’m back in a position where I’m unemployed which is a fucking shite feeling that makes me feel even more shit than I already do. I just can’t seem to keep shit straight with my life, I don’t have a fucking long term plan because I get no joy out of anything. There’s nothing that I could possibly look at and say ‘oh I’m good at this I can make a career out of this’ because there’s nothing fucking there. I’m gonna be 20 in June and I have literally no fucking idea what I want to do with my shitty excuse of a life.  I’m such a fucking mess. 

[chinitajuris]

He is not afraid of showing me that he appreciate my worth. That he calls me “be” in public. That he’s not ashame of knowing that I have a crush on him.

But that’s the point. I have a feelings for him and he knew that. Every single feelings I have for HIM. But when we see each other, of course we talk for the respect of our so-called friendship. He speak… about his crush, the love of his life. And honestly I don’t like that. But I don’t want to show it off in front of him because as I’ve said, he is sensitive. So till then I conceal the pain. I pretend that these feelings don’t exist. I even encourage him to pursue his dreams of hoping someday that he and that guy would be okay and I’m here as if my heart wasn’t pounding wildly enough.

I want to punch him so hard and slap him like I didn’t done before because of that. But he should be thankful that I love him and I hope that that should be encrypted on his mind so he won’t forget.

[aint-noise-polution]

I'm sorry, but I am getting so tired of living in butt fuck Iowa and never meeting anyone new. That's why I'm on here so much. I feel like I'm making connections with new people. The shitty part is I will never actually meet any of the great people here.

[thesunsetinhiseyes]

Was it I who stopped trying? Or was it you? I just made it a little easier on both of us and left it as was.. because you said it yourself, we aren’t meant for each other, still I can’t help but think that was a fucking lie.

you may think I’m sitting here with a smile on my face only happy we broke up.. but fuck my heart just can’t seem stop aching (thesunsetinhiseyes)

[pullingupflowers]

Agh I wanna talk to people I havent talked to in ages but I kinda realised that if they wanted to talk to me they would and I would make things awkward