Wtf is wrong with me?!
Fuuuck! I seriously hold back everything I want to say to you and it’s driving me insane. We have shitty conversation, you don’t give a shit about anything I say but when you want to talk about dumb meaningless shit I have to listen.
Why can’t I find a guy I can have great conversation with?! It’s not like I talk about stupid girly shit, normal things yet no I can’t find anyone.
So I’m stuck in a relationship or whatever the hell were doing. Severely unhappy and yet again questioning my sanity.
I feel you’re going to be the one who finally makes me realize I just need to be fucking single!
However, I like to shit where I eat so I’m dating someone I work with! I’m such a fucking moron!
People at work say we’re cute together. .well yeah we’re to good looking people but others can tell we don’t even fit.
I seriously just wish I wasn’t so afraid of things being Awkward and you not being in my life. .. why do I even care . I was fine before I met you I’ll be fine after! But because I enjoy my job I don’t want things to be weird. Seriously fuck my life!
I’m aware I’m doing this to myself but I am so happy to say that you will be the reason I stay single for as long as I can… As soon as I man up and break things off.
Better than saying the things I want to. Better leave this bridge standing. I’ll burn others.
