Jul 15
Was it casual when I gave her the parts of me I had previously let no one see? Was it casual when even after fighting i still went back to her place and wanted to make things work? Was it casual when I flew across the country to give her myself just to still not be enough? Was it casual when moments after taking my virginity she questioned if i was a prostitute? Was it casual when I was dry heaving on my porch steps because I had to contend with the fact that my ex friends were right and she never loved or wanted me other than for my body? Was it casual when i tried calling her and begged her to not leave me?
I think its casual now, I mean I can totally talk about it casually now.
