Ok so I’m going through these lovely cycles of:
1) I wanna sit on the beach with you at 3AM and just hold you hand
2) I want to fuck you till you scream my name, then sneak away later so I don’t get attached to you emotionally and want something more.
3) I want to run the fuck away before something fucks me up or becomes too heavy, and either regret my decision or be proud of it.
Because I clearly can’t function with normal relationships, and treating you as as a friend is far too simple and borderline impossible















