#shoujoke

[kiimiro]

Ruri dump

[jyhnkun]

Ayyy~ Joins the bandwagon--

Lass || 16 y/o || 165cm 

Has (mild) scopophobia

The barcode print on his left cheek is just something that he likes to wear there-- ( weaboo phase lmao)

Loves to repair things and has a screwdriver set with him, always.

Likes to study everything about space and hopes to become an astronaut someday

Likes cats and bunnies so much

Loves horror films

Can’t go anywhere w/o his PSP and phone, actually (wwww)

Clings to someone he's close with (or he just thinks that--) like a dog w/ his master-- //hit

Likes sweets and citrus flavored candies (not the real fruit ww)

Can't express most of his emotions properly, especially if he wants to be friends with someone. Too shy for that;;;

... and it confuses people

Likes to cross-dress too, for fun

Also, the kind of person whose eyes are always half-open on a group photo ww

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He represents my 5th grade-elementary to high school self ww

His twitter here: [x]

[didtheydiddleyet]

I have a little message to the Shoujokes thing going around right now. If you don't know it's a group some people I consider my friends made it's a thing where you make ocs based off your old selves which is really cute and really smart and it sounds so so fun but you name your character off drugs or liquor and due to the fact I can't go in chatzy chatrooms anymore or even scroll through my GDA dash without seeing it I'm going to say something about it. Sorry if it's lengthy.

You're not being considerate to me or other people and you people are insanely insensitive and I don't care if it's a fucking joke I'm physically shaking over this, I think the idea could have been so cute and so nice and fun but it's not. It's not cute. It's not funny.

I'm the first to say I hate how much tagging is a pain in the ass and how most of tumblr takes it way too seriously and they over react over the dumbest things- if you know me you know I've bitched about it at one point or another. But you have literally crossed the line that I drew, which if you know how tolerant I am you know how bad you just fucked up. 

I wanted to be gentle and nice about this but it's sick and twisted and disgusting. If this had just been a private thing it would have been fine but it's not it has reached almost all the people I associate with and now I see it everywhere and I'm thoroughly disgusted which is a damn shame because like I said you guys are my friends.

As someone who has abused both the pill and liquor bottle I physically can't believe the majority of you didn't acknowledge who you're hurting. don't apologize because I know for a fact you don't give a damn. If you did you'd acknowledge most of these drugs have killed millions of people and almost killed me but you don't give a damn do you?

You think this is fun and games and it's a joke. You know what I change my mind, go ahead and come to Pennsylvania, one of the drug capitals of america. See just how fucking funny it is watching your family and friends die and abuse and use violence and not only ruin their lives but everyone around lives. 

I am so insanely angry and I am so unnerved about this and you know whats sick? I'm not the only one. But none of you care. None of you give a damn. 'Oh it's just playing' Make a character and name them off of a cancer or an STD why don't you? This isn't funny this isn't cute this isn't even a fucking joke and if you think it's funny I can't pity you because you don't deserve my pity. 

Don't get me wrong I don't hate any of you for it and by all means continue, keep going with your sick little game. This isn't why I'm so bothered. I'm bothered that none of you bothered to fucking tag the actual drugs. I'm bothered you're not tagging ANY of this properly. you're not taking the precautions you're not CARING about the people on twitter you're not even doing a double take at the people who have gone through substance abuse you just don't care because you think it's a big fucking joke.

Why don't you go up the countless people who lost family member and tell them about your cute little group?

Hate me think I'm unreasonable un follow me never talk to me again fine. I guess that means we weren't friends at all and I was wrong.

But all I'm asking is that you fucking tag your damn posts properly. don't just put shoujokes and think that's enough because it's not. It's not. This isn't a cute little fandom that you just need to tag with one little thing.

This is the most trigger inducing thing I have ever had the displeasure of watching my friends become apart of. I'm sorry if I ruined the mood and ruined the idea of anyone who wants to join, again by all means go ahead. The concept like I said is amazing and I'd make a character for that. But why? Why drugs? why alcohol? 

Do you want to meet the countless family members I've lost? Do you want to meet all the victums who were abused by alcholics? 

Yes that's not what the fandoms about trust me I read up on the fandom.  Normally I wouldn't be so worked up about this but last night I seen a drug that I had taken

The drug I almost overdosed on. The drug that nearly took my life. As self centered as that is that's when I realized you all crossed the line. You went beyond a point someone should and I'm so baffled by who joined this because so many of you are good people.

But you don't care. Don't apologize to me don't send me messages saying you messed up don't send me something saying that I'm being too sensitive just don't bother with it. Show me that you give a damn and t a g your posts. Stop posting it on twitter where there is no way to tag anything.

I'm not saying take it down or stop. I'm saying fix your mistake. I normally don't talk like this or tell people they were wrong but this time you were. It's okay to hate me, I promise. Because if this made at least one person realize what they just did to countless people, I'd be happy to know I made a difference.