#showf4ll.rants

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The only person I’ve met who also listened to Glaive proceeded to block me then their partner responded going “check your discord dm.” And had sent me?? A message abt how I had no right to talk to their partner bc I guess they didn’t like me. And then I pointed out I asked if they were okay with it and was told they were and they said “Well. I changed my mind.” Then vagued me on twitter and became friends with my abuser 😭

Point of this; holy shit can I just meet one person who listens to Glaive and isn’t insane.

[npd-techno]

Delusion mention

Uh oh sorry to the discord server I lore dropped in abt how psychotic (neg) my ex made me abt alliumduo / tommyinnit. It will happen again.

Tbf they are like. Also the reason I had to spend over a year trying to be normal about Ranboo and able to actually separate myself from him 🧍‍♂️

Theres more I can say but Tumblr doesnt get that lore.

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Shout out to euro goldendoodles (i dont live around the area now im not doxing myself lmao) selling mutts for 10k and also, during my interview, point out my sh scars and going “oh so… do you still do that or..” then proceeding to be super weird the whole time.

Won’t talk about their bullshit conditions or dog handling practices BUT i will talk about the fact that a place that, again, sells dogs for 10k a piece cant?? Pay people for work interviews?? God fuck that place I hate doodle breeders

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I’m still so devastated at seeing the place I work just get ruined overnight. The owner brought all the dogs boarding into her house to save them and is still caring for them despite having nothing + her only way out collapsing into the river.

I keep my life very private on here but I am seriously considering sharing it if a goFundMe is started up to help the owner out.

[npd-techno]

What if you wanted to draw on your day off but god said period cramps

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Hey btw i remembered I have a vent account so ill stop complaining here as much. Mutuals can ask for it.

[npd-techno]

Hey by the way even if somebody is your best friend and oh so very nice to you specifically that doesn’t excuse them being a freak <3

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I took an extra shift at work last second today so it’s another day of me not being able to draw to get the incomprehensible emotions im feeling out of my brain. I NEED to at least just get to yell on main but what if Im scared to show my autism too publicly just yet lmao