#shushnow

[risenowdarlings]

i woke up this morning to shushnowdarlings being terminated.

honestly, it’s left me with a weird mixture of emotions because that blog became such a huge part of rebuilding my confidence and becoming comfortable in my own skin again.

i’ve appealed it, so now i guess i just wait and see.

i’m not sure yet if i’d rebuild if i have to, but i know it was never really about the account itself — it was the people, the little community, my sinners.

i just hope, somehow, the next home or if we gain access to the old you all find your way back to me ♡

[flightless-fear-of-falling]

AHHHH! He’s showing his first film at a film festival and everyone he knows there is coming and I am so, so FUCKING proud of him! I’m so proud of him...

[flightless-fear-of-falling]

When I saw there had been a shooting in Las Vegas this morning, I couldn’t help but cry. Why is that I’ve heard “most deadly shooting in U.S. history” so many times this year? Why do we keep killing each other? We’re all human, we all have families and loved ones, we’re all fragile. Why are we doing this to ourselves? Why? Where is all the compassion and love in this world? All of this breaks my heart...

[flightless-fear-of-falling]

So I joined a Discord...and it’s actually a great time! Lackadaisy fans are so lovely! (And nerdy, which makes it all the better!)

[flightless-fear-of-falling]

Ah, yes, I find myself listening to someone I don't even know how much I want to be friends with vent. I’m giving them relationship advice and comforting them...the life of a Platonic Listening Beacon.

[flightless-fear-of-falling]

There is really little difference between

Saying and typing.

You can take neither back,

One is simply immortalized forever.

[flightless-fear-of-falling]

I kinda forgot Lee Pace existed? But wow, I love him so much, he’s great. I need to buy ALL of Pushing Daisies and rewatch that blessed show. 

[flightless-fear-of-falling]