I tend not to speak out loud much since I keep mispronouncing words that I know how to pronounce but I keep saying wrong. For example: I know how to say "photography" but I end up pronouncing it as "pho-toe-graph-ee" and that annoys me because I KNOW how to say it and I can say it right in my head but it almost always comes out like "pho-toe-graph-ee". I also I tend to mix up words that are either pronounced the same way or spelled similarly. I mix up my their, they're, and there's and I mix up words like college and collage. It annoys me because how could you ever expect me to ever be a writer or a teacher or even read out loud to children if I can't even spell or pronounce simple words an adult should know. Funny enough, you guys don't know how it looks like when I type. It's a mess. A really, really, big mess. I misspell things, I put the letters all scrambled, I put 2 words together, autocorrect is both my savior and my enemy. Another reason why reading out loud is also annoying because hey, I just missed an entire sentence because I didn't see it or I thought I already read it. School was the worst let me tell you: every teacher I had did not give a shit that I was dyslexic and spelled words wrong because we were writing essays in 20 minutes and I was rushing because no Miss I am not a fast thinker, fast reader yes (in my mind) but not thinker. I have to think about each word so that I don't spell it wrong. Oh yeah and reading out loud in class was fun. I can't really say what brought up this rant but whatever it's here and I might delete it might not.










